* X u A n i E 's world *

Hard Times in Life!

2011-01-26T15:34:00.004+08:00

Lately, I had been through some hard times and I couldn't update my old blog in time. Sorry for the delay. What I wrote in these pages were my thoughts and feelings at that moment. Just need a space to express them as I always did when I was down.

Torn
When I fell deep for love

This post is dedicated for whom I used to spend time together with. We had been through the happiness, the excitements, the sadness and the most unforgettable moments together. We shared the same passion. For some reasons, I need to leave my dream and continue the journey without them. There's regret and helpless..But I still wish them all the best.

Just So You Know

Finally, thanks to my friends for the cares and concerns. I really appreciate them! I will be fine ... :)

Love Needs Courage

My Christmas In 2010 :)

2011-01-26T15:25:00.003+08:00

Christmas in 2010, I had my friends and family with me. We had some awesome times together. :)

Awesome Christmas With Friends and Family :)

Check out my gifts on the Christmas. I've made a hand-made bear too.. haha!

Gifts for Christmas :)

It was a warmth Christmas and full of joy. ^^

Dined In Spaghetti & Grill

2010-12-29T01:18:00.001+08:00

Dined In Spaghetti & Grill Please click on the link to read.

Two days before Christmas, I had a gathering with the AIESEC-ers and some interns. :)

I Love My Hometown

2010-12-18T02:01:00.001+08:00

I Love My Homwtown Please click on the link to read.

The place where I grow up.

My Emotion Is Cold

2010-12-16T01:20:00.003+08:00

心情很冷 Please click on the link to read.

I received a bad news about my friend's brother passed away today. It happened in such a sudden and beyond expectation. At the same time, the first snow fall in ChengDu today somehow resemblance my mood. It is cold and helpless. I hope that he will be strong and everything will be fine soon.

Please Appreciate Your Life!

2010-12-14T00:44:00.002+08:00

Please Appreciate Your Life! Please click on the link to read.

If you treasure life, you'll make a change. If you don't, even if you have the whole world's love, you are hopeless at all.

My Splendid Year of 2010

2010-12-11T22:53:00.002+08:00

My Splendid Year of 2010 Please click on the link to read.

This post is dedicated to all my beloved friends and family. Please don't feel lazy to open the link because I want to share the happiness with all of you. Because of you, I have an amazing 2010. Thanks to everyone who ever involve in my life. I hope you have a splendid year too. :) I love all of you.

How do a couple become lovers for life?

2010-12-09T15:43:00.003+08:00

夫妻要怎样变成一辈子的情人 Please click on the link to read.

This is actually a post from a friend. He wrote this article after he attended a talk and I think it benefit us all so I should share it with all of you.

p/s: If you don't understand it, use google translate because I'm lazy to do the job. Hehe! :P

The Love of Siam

2010-12-07T22:26:00.002+08:00

The Love of Siam / <暹罗之恋> Please click on the link to read.

The movie was produced in 2007 and it was a romantic-drama film. The story is about family drama and contains the element of gay romance between two teenage boys. Is is a good movie and quite touching.

Le Shan's FOOD!!!!

2010-12-07T22:23:00.001+08:00

好吃在乐山 Please click on the link to read.

Le Shan is a small place with many good food hidden in town! You just have to explore it on your own... Omg I'm still missing them!

ChengDu Lifestyle

2010-12-07T22:01:00.002+08:00

成都之旅 - 生活篇 Please click on the link to read.

ChengDu's lifestyle is more relaxing than other big cities like Beijing and Shanghai. The people there are very friendly and they speak Si Chuan Manderin most the time. Although they can understand common chinese, but some of them are not able to reply in chinese and therefore I need to understand what are they saying and it was some hard for me. It was not big problem though.

The average of ChengDu citizens have good incomes and the city has various type of entertainment. The people there love to play poker cards, mahjong and drink tea or beer when they are free. I know how to play those games as well. Hehe! Any games that you can think of, they have it and that is why the place is fun.

Overall, it is a city that makes people hard to leave. Many of the ChengDu people really have great passion to their city and that is what amazed me. To me, it makes me want to go to that place again. And I swear that I'll be back someday. :)

Du Jiang Yan

2010-12-07T21:56:00.002+08:00

成都之旅 - 都江堰 Please click on the link to read.

Du Jiang Yan is the oldest Water Resources Engineering Project which was carried out by Li Bing at 227 B.C. The water is the living source of the Si Chuan citizens.

ChengDu Food

2010-12-07T21:51:00.002+08:00

成都之旅 - 美食篇 Please click on the link to read.

The post is about the food in ChengDu which I could never have enough! Experience it yourself. :)

Moving To My New Blog

2010-12-06T00:42:00.002+08:00

Hi guys, I have a news here.

I'm moving my blog from blogspot to sina. Please visit me at http://blog.sina.com.cn/circleofheart. My blog's name is 杺妧的博客.

The old blogspot will remain here, don't worry..And I will still track on the bloggers. Hehe..

I will do my best for the new blog, it will be better than the old one. I hope you guys will continue to support me. Thanks! :)

p/s: My posts about the recent China trip will be in Chinese because I want to make it perfect. There are words that English cannot best express them nor translate. I'm sorry if some of you can't understand the language but I'm sure the pictures will satisfy you. Cheers. :D

A Gift

2010-12-04T18:51:00.001+08:00

I used to be so excited and happy when I received a gift. I love collecting gifts and also greeting cards. But when I turned 21 years old, gifts that I received, whether is during my birthday or other festivals are becoming lesser and lesser. Anyway, I do appreciate gifts that I’d ever received.

Gifts are from people who know you and remember you, I thought. Gifts can be for decorations, for daily use or as luxury if any can afford it. Who will feel not happy when they received it?

I believed that some gifts have its own meaning, mostly are to be kept as memory, whether over some events or the people. For example, lovers like to make swan origami to wish their partner to be happy forever or as a symbolize of their love. But it can also be a gift when the lovers are apart. Then, it is something that will recall the sweet times together but at the same time, the receiver will feel heart broken. In this case, it is a sad one.

There was a stranger who gave hand-made gifts to her lover. While they broke up, she wrote a letter to him. In the letter, she didn’t express hatred. Instead, she knows that there is no reverse of time, there is no forgive or to be forgiven and she would forget all those memories or at least when the time fades, she’ll move on. I thought she was such a mature person who can deal with her love problem properly. I would not say the way she did was the best way but it was the proper way for both. Things done can’t be changed. There is no reason to embrace something which has already gone.

Again, I wondered, why was there someone willing to give up a person such understanding as her. I felt pity and at the same time guilty to the girl. But when it came to the purpose of writing the letter, I doubted if I was right.

When you know things would end that way at the first place, it is already meaningless to let everything started. At the end of the day, all you have left are only the memories. Why give away something while you know you can’t have it back? Why give the present to let the receiver to remember what you both had been through when you want to forget everything and move on?

The answer is only one, because of love. Love is free, it need not any reason for all the things that are done. But love, at the same time is selfish. Although she wanted to forget those memories but she was actually making something for her to be remembered and the relationship to be kept as memory.

Perhaps a gift is only a matter of entitling, it is a wish to own something. It is some sort of property but also a tool to be used to remember certain persons or events. If you have ever received this kind of gifts, perhaps you should keep it safe. One day when you lost everything, you’ll remember that once you had someone who loved you so much and had sacrificed so much for you. You’ll feel appreciate, and, that will be a reason for you to be happy, although you have lost it.

Flood In My Hometown

2010-11-06T22:40:00.001+08:00

The flood started few days ago from the boarder of Thailand to Perlis and then Kedah. Many streets and housing areas in Alor Star were flooded, ie: Taman Golf, Kampung Pisang, ‘Second Road’, the market in Teluk Wanjah…… Those areas which were first in time affected were in quite serious conditions. I heard that my ex-high school, SMJK Keat Hwa’s current Head Principle’s house was flooded too and his refrigerator was floating in his house. Many victims of the flood could not get out from the house or couldn’t go back to their house after the flood. I was so worried when I first heard the news in the midnight while chatting with a friend on MSN. I called home on the next day and I was glad that my house was safe.

Unfortunately, my house couldn’t escape from the flood. It was safe in the first two days but since yesterday, the water finally “visited” my house compound area. The water level increased very slowly and after that it entered into the living room. My parents visited to Kuala Lumpur on Friday and they were eager to know about the condition too. So we made a video call this afternoon to see the condition. But the water level was very shallow, it only flooded the first living room for a few inches. The kids in my house weren’t at home too, they’d visited to their grandmother’s house in Sungai Petani before the flood. Otherwise, it will create worries for the elders regarding their safety. The elders in my house can’t get out from the house now because the cars could not be used. Hopefully there are enough food for them and the electric power and water supply will not be cut off.

This is the first time that Kedah is in such a serious flood. Many people are homeless now until the water is ebb and we don’t know how many days we should wait. Luckily our government had supply food and water to the victims, they had sent some agents to vacate some areas and send the victims to places which safe so that they have shelter and have something to eat. There are also Kedahans who formed a recue team themselves to rescue the people. Check out from this link. 吉打你我成长地，赈灾救济一起来

I’m currently in UKM and can’t do much to help my family, whatmore the people in my hometown. I only can rely on the government agents and also the rescue team, They are the real life heros. We are not sure that whether more areas will be affected or which state is going to be affected after Perlis and Kedah. Things that we couldn’t stop it from happening, we must stay strong and go through it together. Friends and relatives out there, whether you are studying abroad or working abroad or currently at the other state, please call home to make sure that your family are safe before it is too late. God bless you.

Tips and Tricks to face Finals

2010-11-01T23:23:00.001+08:00

I’m already doing my third year degree now and I’m not sure how many finals I still can have. But from now on, I wish to do more than good in my future finals. It’s not too late to discuss about the tips and tricks. So I’m here to share something that I’ve learnt throughout these 8 days of my finals.

1. Study Smart

I used to study EVERYTHING that I’ve learnt in the lecturer class and seldom spot on the question which might come out in the exam. I feel more secure this way in case I left out any and it came out in the exam. But this time is totally different, we only have a few days to study before our finals, not even one week and it is impossible to cover everything topics since our time are so limited, we can’t remember everything just by reading it once!

I guess this time our lecturers understood our critical situation and took pity on us, we knew the scope to focus for most subjects. There are usually 4 questions in the paper and we are only required to answer 2 out of 4 unless stated otherwise. Thus in my case, I usually will focus on 2 main topics and I’ll make sure that I can answer on that particular questions and back up another topic. It is important to note that do not pick the topic that is very new to you and you don’t really understand what you really read. Because at the end, you’re just wasting your time and you’re losing out of time.

2. Update facebook and email from time to time.

This is a very sarcastic story. The first paper is the most hardest subject among the 7 because the scope is so wide and there are 3 lecturers who are teaching us on this subject and we are required to answer 3 questions from 3 parts. We did know what they want and can’t satisfy every single lecturer without understanding their demands. Thus, 3 days before exam I’d started to prepare for it and die hard for it.

After the paper, although I can answer the questions but I wouldn’t say that I’ve reached the objectives of that paper and I found out that there were errors in my answers. A few friends even broke down on that day because they felt bad for that paper. Only until the next 2 days, we only realized that actually others already knew what question would come out. People had been sending mails and even announced it on facebook status. I had actually received a few articles sent from my course-mate which would help us in answering and some of the questions were designed based on that articles but I ignored them. Because on that time, I just wanted to settle what I was reading.

It was undeniable a heart-broken news and it was to late to regret. So from now on, I’ve decided to click and open the documents and look at the contents before I choose whether I should rely on it, it is better than not to take the first step to open it.

It become a trend to post everything on facebook nowadays including exam tips. The top student of my batch, the so-called ‘Professor’ also posted on facebook the tips that he got and it was really accurate! That helped us a lot in out studies and also in answering. Therefore, it is suggested that while you’re studying, please check on your facebook from time to time. It won’t waste you a lot of time and it is worth doing it.

3. Share your knowledge with your friends.

Always disclose the information that you got that is related to your study. As mentioned, we have really limited time to study therefore this time, we relied on each other very much. I really want to thanks to my course-mates and friends because they disclosed everything that they’ve known instead of keeping it to themselves. It’s my luck to study together with them.

Apart from that, it is better to have a mini group discussion with your group before exam. It is better to absorb things than memorizing it alone in your room. But you must be well-prepared before you participate, otherwise the result is a negative one.

4. Maintain stable mentality

It is very important to keep yourself calm while studying. Don’t keep on thinking on the negative way and stop worrying about the exam next day. Just go with the flow and read in a usual way like you always did. You’ll find it easy and effective. It will be hard to focus and absorb if you got panic. So, just stay calm and try to understand the text before you start memorizing. Take some health products or chicken essence if necessary.

5. Take good care of your health

After studying for the whole day, you should award yourself and sleep early. Don’t stay up whole night and until exam in the morning because your second day will be runied by your tiredness and dizziness. You won’t be able to focus on the next subject later on. Besides, you must make sure that you don’t get sick. Take vitamin C regularly if your immune system is weak and rest you eyes and mind when you feel tired while studying.

You can always have a break and do other activities to relax your mind before you proceed to the next chapter. But make sure that you manage your time well. Spend time wisely and precisely.

6. Seek for advice when necessary

Consultation is also a factor to help you to achieve calmness and keep you away from stress. Whenever you feel stress and don’t know how to manage it, find someone, for example your best friend or a person reliable to talk about it. Don’t keep it to yourself. I’m sure that they’ll be there for you. If you feel like crying, just cry out loudly; If you feel like eating, grab some food! Just let go whatever emotion and release it. Otherwise, it will be a trauma to you.

I’m not writing any thesis or assignment. Just enjoy reading it, I hope it will be useful to you and help you to solve your pre-tension for exam. :)

Life = Enjoy

2010-10-11T15:16:00.001+08:00

From the moment that you decide on which path you're going to take, you are responsible to the life that you are going to have.

For weeks me and my friends have been busy doing our assignments and prepare for the presentations. We even have classes until midnight and a workshop on Thursday night which lasted at 1.oo AM. One thing I'm proud is that I can make use of this blogspot finally. We created a blogspot for one of our PBL assignment, which is alexaplc2001.blogspot.com. Feel free to visit, perhaps you can seek for my assistance if you wish to create the same thing. :)

TSP's words made me realized that we can't avoid our life to be like this because we are law student. It's very common to see a student who is doing a professional course to be as busy as us. It is kind of impossible to draw a distinction between my study life and personal life. At most of the time I wish to go home as soon as the class ends but sometimes there are meetings that I have to attend and stuffs that I need to give my commitment. It is not for me to decide what time I can go home, it just depends. I can hardly make up some plans because things would pop-up from elsewhere and clashing each other.

Sometimes I wish that I can have a normal life but then I questioned myself, isn't this a normal life to me? Why are we limited by time? I left almost all my sacred free time to my VIP, I don't even have enough time to spend with ALL my friends in the whole Federal, what more about family? Don't talk about it! I'm so lazy to come up with plans because at the end of the day, I just want to lay down lazily on my bed or just do NOTHING! I'm now talking as if I'm an old fellow, great...

I always see study time = sien and non-study = enjoy, just like I divide my wardrobe into 2 parts: clothes for class and clothes for outing. Perhaps I shouldn't divide things so clear because most of my time now is very sien.

Maybe I should look life = enjoy without dividing it into study, working or whatever. Anywhere I go, anything I do, I should just enjoy the its and bits of it. It is all about how I take life.

Hope the new equation will make things work. :D

The peak of third year's first semester.

2010-09-29T23:09:00.005+08:00

This is just the second week that we came back from Raya break but we are actually in the peak of the semester now. Everyone is busy not only doing their assignments but also have to face some "surprise" tests and freaking many class replacements. This week we already have 3 night-classes for replacement. I can see different expressions on my course-mates faces, some looked so tension like a zombie and some looked depressed... But we still haven't lose our strength (although it's almost the sign of low-batt now), everyone is working hard together because each of us binds one another. If don't have team spirit then gone case ad.

The lectures really made us work our asses out with endless works! Another "good" news is that we don't have a proper and complete "study week" for this semester's finals and we have 7 core subjects to complete in 2 weeks' time! What the fish.... TSP is already considering to drink nescafe during finals because it is predicted that we'll have many sleepless nights. =.=" This is really the golden time to train us to deal with pressure in life in order to become stronger. We are actually in the semi-real world now, there's nothing easier than last 2 years. Don't play play ar....

I'm writing again on my blog meaning that I'm doing my studies now. (mid sem test tmr =.=) That's why I have the mood to write. This is really weird about me. Haha. Anyway, TSP's birthday will be on next Wednesday. At least we'll have a good and reasonable excuse for us to have a day to enjoy. :) I'm looking forward to that day. hehe....

GAMBATEH EVERYONE!!! :D

I need a way out.

2010-09-22T12:47:00.006+08:00

Here I am, again, back in this room. The first thing I think of is to open my laptop and online because I feel like in this way I can be connected with something., not to be isolated. So the hard times continue after the Raya break.

Despite the pressure in my studies, I suffer in financial pressure too! It's really pathetic for the fact that I'm seriously broke after my Phuket trip but still I can't avoid spending for some 'unexpected' and 'unavoidable' events. This really depressed me. I really have to cut down a lot of my daily expenses. Don't ask me why I eat so little because I lost my appetite when I look at the food.

I'm trying to restrain myself from going too far in my relationship because I will lose my passion over something which previously I enjoyed doing them! It's really hard and I hesitate a lot when I'm going to make a decision recently. I'm a bit lost here. I don't know what are the things that 'should be done'. I'm confused about 'what I need' and 'what I want'. Although I am everywhere but I don't feel like I belong to anywhere! Is there an angel to rescue a lost soul over here?

To achieve success in life, it means that you have to act against your will wanting to live an easy and comfortable life. Because there is no easy way to achieve success, all you got to do is work hard and enjoy the hard works that you have done. And I doubt that it is what I really want. Nonetheless, having an easy life symbolizes that your life is over because you can't improve yourself without stress and a competitive environment.

So one question came to my mind: Am I aiming to become a successful lawyer? I have no definite answer for this question. I dreamed to be a lawyer because I want to earn a billion dollars and go to travel the world enjoying life! But I seemed lack of the characters to become a lawyer, this profession does not match with my nature characters. I feel like when the more I want to be a professional, the more I lost myself. Is it the life that I want? I hope the people who really understand me can give me some useful advice on this.

Disheartened

2010-09-08T19:43:00.005+08:00

I feel reluctant to come back home during this Hari Raya break actually. But I'm here now, I'm home without any of my parents and not even my sisters are here. Although there are other family members at home, my cousins and aunties but somehow, I feel there's a bit missing of something.

Just a few minutes ago, when I wanted to check out my younger sis page, I just realised that I got deleted by her, and I think that was since August because I scolded her once in the car! I just can't stand her attitude, treating the elders like not one yet, my parents still keep pampering her. They always fulfill her needs and tried in many ways to make her happy. They are only afraid of one thing - my sis losing her temper. She can angry of someone for a month and see everyone in the house like her enemy. When this happened and I was at home that time, I will not bother her and just stood in a random position. But in August, I questioned her over something. I was losing my patience when my parents tried to talk good for her, I just wanted her to answer me by her own mouth not any other people else. I hate them to interrupt. I got so pissed off when my sis replied me in a rude manner and I just hit her on the face with the something in my hand. Yes, I'm too, an easy angered person, especially towards something which I don't like. I can't control it. It was such a sudden impulse!

After that, I felt very terrible. My heart felt like burning when losing my anger. I never like family issues, who would like it? Perhaps I was jealous because mommy and daddy never do anything for me, in that way! Yet, she didn't appreciate it. Maybe she did but I hate when she is being rude to them, especially in the public! I cried until my tears dry because what I did, my intention is to solve this issue, they just don't get it don't they? I want my sis to pay some respect to my parents and hope my parents don't pamper her too much before turning her into an overbearing princess. They don't understand! I felt hurt more than anger. I told myself, I will not do this stupid things again! Trying to change the situation? I was too naive! I can't change it by myself when people don't want to. Why am I bothering so much?

Am I so hateful?

I wish someone could answer me that. I just did the same thing last week. I spent my only free time to get a bus ticket for my elder sis to go back to Kedah. It was quite last minute and only 1 bus ticket was available and the bus was at night. I called her but she didn't reply. I thought that in case there's no other ticket, I must buy it before it's too late. I was hoping to receive a 'thank you' from her for buying her that ticket but the fact was contrary. Instead of thanking me, she refused to accept that ticket and blamed me for spoiling her plan because she wanted to go back earlier but I asked her to wait for me. I got a ticket from a friend but didn't know that she can't go back on Sunday, that was why I went to buy another ticket for her. There's only one ticket left and I had to take the Sunday 's one. It was uneasy to get a ticket at such a last minute and since I've decided to go home, I must go back during that period of time! I can't waste anymore time. I was freaked out when she hanged the phone just like that. Without any apology? Or I'm the one who should apologized? Is it my fault for trying so hard to do something for other people's sake and in the end just realised that they don't wish me to do it.

I am confused. What should I do and what should I not do? While on my way back to Uni in August, I sent my younger sis a message to say that I am sorry and I don't wish her to angry, but realised that it doesn't work. I am not in her friend list now; I sent a message to my elder sis asking why she treated me like that and I was pissed off, she didn't reply until today. I'd decided to give it up, I will not be angry of her because she is my sister. How am I going to do, angry her forever? I don't hate anyone. Anyway, anyhow, they are my family. Until when you lose it, you just realised that it is gone forever.

When there is a problem between you and your family which involves feelings, there must be a person who is willing to make the first step. I have make my step. What about the others? I have no idea what to do now besides feeling hurt. I am disheartened.

I will do anything to tolerate. Don't push me away. If my existence is a matter to you, I wish I was never here. I just want everybody to leave in peace.

Perhaps I shouldn't wish for anything. Dreams never come true. I'll just accept the fact that this problem will never be repaired. There will always be a wound inside me, a remarkable scar which reminds me not to redo the same thing again, as I do not know whether it is a mistake, I better avoid it.

Not Afraid - Eminem

2010-09-08T00:02:00.003+08:00

The 'king of rap'!
His songs really inspire... Worth listening, especially this one!

Bye Bye Braces

2010-09-02T01:07:00.004+08:00

I already took off my braces like 2 months ago but I only have time to post it now. haha. There are still A LOT of pendings......Well, not that I don't have time at all but I just don't feel like sitting and looking at my laptop when I'm free to run as I've spent most of my time sitting in the lecture hall and library for classes, discussions and assignments. Holiday was like in dreamland; classes were like going to work on Sunday - it feels terrible! It is indeed, a tragic, like rush hour; There's no time to rest although we're resting, physically. In our mind, assignments keep appearing. We can't throw it away because they are ASSignments! We are being observed through the assignments and presentations, these are our assessment. Third year is really a crucial year for all of us. We have to do a lot of readings and arrange our time very nicely. The subjects that we are having this year, are more machos, that's how I can describe them. They are not the "play play" types one. One word - SERIOUS. They are not fun at all......That's the worse part!

What am I crapping? I am suppose to upload my ugly ugly photo.. Here it is! The reason for the past 2 years why I stopped saying 'cheese' in front of the camera.....

Looking stupid and odd.... Btw, that's my new specs. haha!

This is how I look after taking off my braces, still the same old fat me...=.=
I'm not used to my teeth, really. They looked new, lol!
I'm getting used to it now, it has been 2 months right, hehe....

My eye bags are getting bigger and bigger now. Haiz. Why my make-up skill sucks? I failed to cover them. But I still think I look better with eye bags. At least I know I'm born for something now - born to have eye bags. LOL!!

Kiss goodbye to my braces. Now I only have to wear retainer, full time for 3 months and part time for 1 year. I'm not following though, my foretooth is out of shape a little again.. I deserved it because I didn't follow the doctor's advice. T__T

Time to sleep now. Goodnight! :)

Step up 3D!!

2010-08-30T16:18:00.004+08:00

Talk about Step Up 3D. There are mainly 3 parts I love about the movie.

One of them is definitely the last part of the show, the final dance! It was super amazing watching the team dancing with the lights over their body. The lights kept changing with the super accurate timing! Of course I know it's mainly the effect of the film. But it was super cool when watching it in 3D! If you guys haven't watch Step Up 3D, I strongly suggest that you guys watch it in 3D! Just the spend a few bucks more and you can enjoy the best vision! hehe!

The amazing thing is not only their clothes but also their shoes! FREAKING OWESOME!!!! Now that admire Moose (Adam Sevani) a lot because he got to wear this shoes!!

The second one is the robotic dance. OMG FREAKING CRAZY THAT GUY IS REALLY A ROBOT FREAK! Damn cool man!!! The whole effect of the dance was really fowesome!

The third part is the round 2 of the world battle - dancing on water. I was totally crazy over Moose!! From a curly hair cute little guy, he suddenly transformed into such a cool person! I was moved by him when seeing him dancing with his body all wet! Yeah... he's hell sexy man! haha... Go Moose!!

I've downloaded almost every songs in Step Up 3D album, around 20 of them, hehe.. I kinda hook up with This Girl by Laza Morgan. This song is really romantic, love it! ;)
You can find the list of songs in Step Up 3D from this link. Just copy and paste. ^^
http://reelsoundtrack.wordpress.com/2010/08/11/step-up-3d-soundtrack/

Numbness in me

2010-08-19T12:02:00.004+08:00

I feel numbness when there's too much of heartaches. Instead of pain, I feeling nothing at all. My mind becomes blank. I don't know what to feel or what to say or how to react to that particular statements or incidents.

I was surrounding by many people and there a lot of noises. I heard nothing and I only see the notes in front of me. The words spoken were still lingering in my mind. I can't get rid of them.

Are they lies? For what have happened all these while, are they real? The reality seems fake, maybe I was dreaming. Or maybe not, I'm in fact living in reality. I don't know the truth!

Perhaps I should just forget what they have said and act like nothing happens. It was just some mere statements of suggestion, they don't symbolized anything or have any implied meanings. They were just some idiot discussions! Nonsense!! Why should I keep it in my heart? I should forget about it! I'm only troubling myself.

Now, I just want to feel something. Feel what's living in my heart and his. If only I can read minds and study human's heart, how cool will that be.

Fucked Up!

2010-07-26T14:06:00.002+08:00

It has been 19 days since I posted my last entry. There are a lot of things that I want to write or tell. I was lacked of time and I have a bad habit - I do things last minutes. Things were accumulated and when I came to do it, I feel like dying. Yeah, that's because I enjoyed too much.

I have been to Guilin in China for a week and I skipped whole week's class. I wanted to post about my trip but I can't wait to write this before I continue posting other entries on my blog. Yes, I can't wait because I'm impatient! I can't read or focus in class if I don't write it out now. I was already stress when I was on the way back to Malaysia when thinking of today. Because I know that there'll be many things to be done and many things to catch up. But I'm a quick learner, I learned to adapt myself in the shortest period of time. I'm prepared to complete all the tasks given after I reached my college at night. I've lost my mood to share the happiness during my trip. Luckily I have Carol and TSP helping me to sort things up. Really thanks a lot girls although you all went to Ipoh without me. :( Nah, just joking I won't put that in heart. Hehe..

The only thing I'm upset with is the schedule of this semester. I have 2 "extra" classes which started very late and have a big gap with the classes before them. The worst thing is that two classes are on Thursday and Friday respectively. Meaning that I have to go to my faculty purposely just to attend that two classes on that two days. I'm mentally freaked out now. I feel so stress and so moodless. Why things have to turn out like that? What for we have to fight so hard to register our tutorial classes when the lecturer can "kick out" those who were late to class and let those "extra" names to stay because they "make effort" to attend the class early. I'm fucked up now! I always say this system is very lame and it didn't disappoint me, it is very very very lame indeed!

Now I dream to change my Friday class now because I know it's impossible for Thursday's. Otherwise, I'll lose my mood for this whole sem. =.= God bless me!

Tommy Keng

2010-07-06T23:26:00.001+08:00

Saw a friend request on my facebook today – Tommy Keng!

Keng Chia Hung opened a fb account for his pet Tommy, LMAO!!!!! Now I have a pet friend, LOL! Anyone open any fb account for your pet? Kindly add Tommy please so that he know more pet friends. hahahahha~

Tommy says hi! Nice to meet you.. hehe!

Panasonic Girls

2010-07-06T16:18:00.001+08:00

After 4 days working, besides earning some pocket money, I have known some new friends too!

I was on duty together with these girl.

(from left) Jess, Yori, Xuanie and Eleen.

Eleen is 22, from SP. She is my cousin brother’s ex school mate! haha. She has once working at a law firm in Penang before she work with Panasonic. So I got many details of working at a firm from her.

I don’t know why me and Eleen click very well. We could talk a lot although we only met for the first day. Of course I talk with others too but I feel like we were similar in certain ways. That’s why I feel comfortable and safe when communicate with her. Her impression to me is she has a mature mind, always looking for solutions when meets with problem and she is very slim and thin! Why can’t the people around me can’t grow fat! =.=”

As I’ve said, the work was very relaxing that we have time to cam whore, texting, playing sudoku and also chatting! Haha.. It was such a coincidence that her boyfriend, Zen is the guy I’ve known a few years ago in msn. Haha.. Not that he was flirting around but he is from Alor Star too and is quite handsome! (I’m not lying, Eleen is together with him because she says he’s handsome! haha) Glad to meet him back and also good to know they both are together because I personally think they are a perfect match. Can’t tahan when seeing them so sweet together, made me missing of someone more. :( Oh and I think we both really have fate because her birthday is same with my sisters! Holy~ xD

This is Yori. (she’s gonna kill me if she sees this!!) She was playing Sudoku and posing like this when I was about to snap a picture of her! haha.. She’s only 19.

She is not the simple type because I think her life is quite complicated. Knowing these people, I only know that everyone’s life can be so different to such extent that I will never think my life would be like that and I would never want to experience that kind of life! Don’t look at her like very healthy, she had once fell from the roof when she was drunk and she broke her left hand’s bone and her right hand bones cracked! I still can see the scar of the operation on her left hand. Anyway, I happy for her that she had found someone she loves and who treasures her. Although it’s not a normal love and might not be normal for her too, but at least she is happy now.

I imagined that if one day my son/daughter has abnormal love like her, what should I do. What is wrong and what is right? To many adults, what they think is right is actually wrong because it only makes the condition goes worse. Adults are stubborn, I am too, stubborn. That’s why I don’t click well with my parents because I rebels them a lot. Only when I left my home to study, I grow mature and started to understand how hard they feed us. Every parents have hopes on their children, the higher they demand, the more heartbreaks they get when we disappoint them. But what if one day my children disappoint me? Will I scold them or ask them to leave the house like in the drama? I think no matter what have happen, we should give them support when they need it and always direct them to the right path since young. Courage is very important to someone who is growing instead of scolding, canning and rejecting. Of course, what is wrong must be stopped too before it get worse. So what is wrong and what is right? There is no certainty.

Jess. She’s from Chung Ling Butterworth, I guess some of you from KMK might know her. Hehe.. What could I say? The world is small. lol!

Jess is very tall, she’s 170. Somehow she reminds me of Shereen because they almost have the same height and skin colour. Haha. She is very good in make-up and hairdos. But during our working days she didn’t make up, just in Alor Star only ma. Haha. So kesian her because on the third day she fell down from stairs and couldn’t go to work because it was very painful. Her boyfriend, Sam (our supervisor) was so nervous about her as she had undergone surgery for 2 times. Luckily nothing bad happens to her. She came to work on the last day and we took some photos together. ^^

I like our uniforms, making us look clean and fresh. :)

Seriously I think Yori and Jess look great in photos. They have the potential to be models on magazines. Haha.

Eleen was looking away because there were customers entering. Haha!! XD

Acting ugly or acting cute? lol

Last words, I’m glad to know you girls. Take care in the next 6 months and happy earning! :D If I’m in Seremban this year end perhaps we can meet up! Contact you guys on facebook.

p/s: Hope that we can still be good friends, Eleen. :)

My Rescuer!

2010-07-06T16:10:00.001+08:00

Again, I spent my money on skin products! haha… I’ll just have to invest on different products to search for the finest one! And I think I’ve found it because I know it’s worth it!

During months ago there was a promotion at my college. One of the Mayfair agents came approached me and persuaded me to sign an agreement with them for some trials! If I sign it, I can get 4 free vouchers and some 50% discount vouchers and the whole thing only costs me RM 30 / Rm60.. Sorry because it was quite long ago so I hardly can remember the price but I know it’s freaking cheap as normal treatment already costs RM100 and above!

These are for FREE! I had used up the lifting facial and slimming spot program.

The lifting facial was very magical, my face flow in radiant after facial! I was like “OMG my face is glowing!” Before that when I was at home, my mom asked me why did I look so dark? I seldom expose myself under the sun but I don’t know why my skin tone is very dull. It seemed like I had found my rescuer so I decided to inquire them about their skin products when I went to try out their slimming spot program.

Talking about the slimming spot program, it was quite new and special to me because I never try any! Haha.. (that’s why I’m still FAT!! =.=) They have 3 steps of slimming. The first one is using electric shot to massage our body part, I felt quite scary when I heard of it but it was not as horrible as I thought. Haha. Next is the vibrate slimming machine for 10 minutes and the last step is chili wrap. Chili wrap is wrapping the whole body with plastic wrap and also apply chili cream before wrapping. The consultant told me it helps to shape my body besides burning fat. I didn’t sign up for the slimming program although they offer me at a very low price because I think it won’t be very effective on me and this way of slimming is only temporary. Plus, I’m don’t think I’m fat until that extent that need this slimming program to slim down. haha! The main point is on my determination to control my diet and do exercise regularly. So don’t need to waste money on this. Hehe.

Still left 2 free vouchers. Not sure if I’ll use them yet, haha.

These are the products that I’ve bought.

This is the cleansing milk. My consultant, Chloe (she’s a sweet girl same age as me :) ) recommended me to use two types of cleanser as my skin is the combination of dry and oily. Because it was beyond my budget so I only bought this cleansing milk and didn’t buy the cleansing gel. I use this cleansing milk first, it cleanses face and keep it moisturizes. After that I use the face soap that I bought from Delia Spa earlier to balance the moisturize level of my face. My face would be oily if I only use the cleansing milk and if I use the face soap alone, my skin would be very dry. So I have to use both. I feel comfortable after wash it twice with different types of cleanser.

This is the moisturizer cream. I was once told that Asian people don’t have to use moisturizer because our face will become oily after using it. I think it depends on which products we used because many products are based on the foreigners’ skin where the weather of the place they habitat is different than ours. I can see the effectiveness of this product as after using it, my skin tone turns brighter and healthier. Say bye bye to dark spots! Yay~ :)

This is the magical mask which makes the face glow in radiant!

To open the cover just twist it, the cover will not come out. =)

Actually I haven’t try out the mask yet. Otherwise I can take some photos and let you guys see the differences of before and after. Lol. I need a mask brush before I can use it but I can’t find any at Watson’s or Guardian’s. Any of you know where to get a mask brush? If yes please share it with me. Thanks! :)

p/s: I’m not promoting for Mayfair. Just sharing my excitement and happiness of getting great products. :D

No Bra No Luck!!

2010-07-03T00:28:00.001+08:00

What a turn off in World Cup. Brazil was knocked off by Holland?!! Why didn’t the Brazilians wear yellow instead of blue? That’s why they don’t have luck today. And shitty Holland played so rude! Damn Robin Van Persie and Arjen Robben!!!!!! Feel like wanna give them to taste my fists on their face!!!

Oh crap.. I just got too excited and still can’t calm down! The fact is out. Brazil has lost! T_____T

Hopefully Argentina can make it to the world cup tomorrow. Knock off Germany!!! Go ARgentina!!!!!

Panasonic Roadshow

2010-07-03T00:18:00.001+08:00

Yesterday I got a job offer from a friend as a replacement for someone. The roadshow is now going on for 4 days, starting from 1st July – 4th July at Alor Star Mall’s main entrance. If you guys are passing by, please pay us a visit! I’m not doing sales but just demo the electronic equipments for the customers.

The roadshow is actually ON the lorries which is connected by a passage. Below is the display settings in the first lorry.

For Display: hair dryers, shavers (men and women), face steamer, pore cleanser and behind me are the salon equipments.

The brochures.

This is the most ‘geng’ foam epilator. It spins 360 degrees and it really works!

I’ve tried it. :D

The second lorry is displaying other electronic stuffs like washing machine, refrigerator, light bolts and stuffs.

This is one of the main attraction.

Why? Because it helps to clean your butt after shitting! This is my first time seeing such high-tech stuff.

2 different modes for male and female. lOl

This is the magical stick which helps to wash your butt hole. Eww..

I wonder if people buy this? Why just don’t use hand? So lazy meh….. Btw, I wonder if it wash it clean. =.=

Demo only lah.. Wanna try? Try it at home lah..haha!

Ahem.. This job is so relaxing that I can’t stop cam-whoring. LOL! (If I don’t I’ll be super bored)

Haha.

Beside the toilet. haha!

Our beautiful uniform. hehe!

If you are coming, don’t miss out the 3D panasonic tv!

Blur vision? Put on the 3D glasses!!

This is it. ^^

Haha. Me again. XD

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My friends who came to visit me on my first day. So bei min.. haha!

Thanks ya!! ^^

This is just the perfect spot for photo shooting, don’t this? LOL!

Tomorrow is Friday so I’m sure there’ll be more people coming. Dear is going to Nan Jing tomorrow then to Shanghai to watch 世博会. I got jealous when I think of it. Haha!

After working, my parents came to pick me up and we went to the airport to pick my sis as she is arriving today from London-KL then KL-AS. I was so surprise when I met Boon Pin and Penny at the airport! They really surprise me because I didn’t expect to meet them at THE AIRPORT!!

We had memories at the airport. I still remember we always do stupid stuffs like learning to drive Boon Pin’s BMW (because it’s a car) at the airport as there is less vehicles. Haha! They were waiting for Shin Yun to arrive, she was on the same flight as my sis. Woohoo~ We chat for a while before they came out. I felt quite regretful for not keeping in touch and maintain our friendship. But I still miss them. Hopefully we can arrange some time and meet on Sunday! Wait to see you guys! :)

UP in Live Edition!!!

2010-06-30T22:45:00.001+08:00

Buahahahaha~

LAUGHTER OF THE DAY!

This kiddo is so cute! XD

Step Up 3D

2010-06-30T18:49:00.001+08:00

lol… I think it should be Step Up 3D instead of Street Dance 3D.

I’m looking forward to this movie! Some of the dancers are from Britain’s Got Talent. I’m sure it’s gonna be a great and breathtaking one! :D

天下无难事

2010-06-27T00:12:00.001+08:00

好一句“天下无难事，只怕有心人”

My mood turned down when I think about my future and what I will through when new semester begins. Soon I’m going to be a third year student.

I don’t know why I’m being aggressive when I heard my friend told me that we can register new course now but actually it only opened to juniors only, not yet our turn. I called some of my juniors to ask them to register for me by using their account but I failed due to the clash of them and the same course that we want to take. I told myself: Relax, there’s nothing to rush. Why am I so kia su?

Actually I have been quite a passive person since my university life begins. I feel pressure with the surroundings, the people and everything. I’m being so pessimistic all the time because I feel that I don’t have the requirements to be a lawyer – my English is poor, my advocacy skills sucks and I’m not sensitive to the most recent issues as well as the past ones. In short, I’m a failure.

Am I thinking too much? I’m actually starting to imagine how my future is going to be. Eventually I’ll be dead competing with thousands of law students and law graduates during attachment or chambering. Don’t be surprise when you see me like this. I think my old friends never see this side of me before, so pessimistic. I hate when I’m like this.

But someone inspires me. Her actions told me not to give up. She is my cousin who lives next door. When I was young, we played mamasak together and went tuition English at Mr Foo together. We actually grow up together. The difference was, we never been to the same schools. Honestly, my school results are always better than her. But we never bother about this. She’s good in cooking, drawing and designing. She had completed Diploma in Interior Design. After 2 years working, she had decided to continue her degree for the same course because she realized that graduate with diploma can’t survive in this community.

Tomorrow she’s going to fly to Penang and KL and then Ireland. Yes, she’s pursuing her studies in Ireland. SHE IS GOING ALONE!!! Her course will be started on September actually but she’s going early to find job. Her parents paid the fees for her but she’ll have to settle the daily expenses on her on. She’ll probably carrying a dictionary wherever she goes because her English is very weak. (no offence)

She’s really a tough girl. I know she’s worrying about many things, worrying that she can’t communicate with the people there, can’t find job or can’t find cheap accommodation. But I know EVERYTHING WILL BE ALRIGHT!

I will install Skype soon so that you can talk to me whenever you want. I might want to talk to you too when I miss you. Haha. So regretful that I can’t have a farewell with her because everything is too pack and sudden. I’ll see you in a year’s time!

The telly is screening 第二十一届金曲奖 and it makes me feel like crying when I hear JJ singing this song - 张惠妹《掉了》(阿妹 won many awards tonight. Gratz!) haha..

His singing is really amazing! I love his voice.

黑色笑靨掉了雪白眼淚掉了該出現的所有表情瞬間掉了
瞳孔沒有顏色結了冰的長河回憶是最可怕的敵人
故事情節掉了主角對白掉了該屬于劇中的對腳戲也掉了
胸口沒有快樂斷了翅的白鴿不枯萎的藉口全掉了

There is nothing I can’t acheieve in this world, as long as I put enough effort in it! Believe in myself. I CAN DO IT!!

Whittaker’s

2010-06-26T00:58:00.001+08:00

This is the chocolate that I’m talking about when I post “I miss that Chocolate” on my facebook status yesterday. Haha..

Finally I know what the chocolate’s name is. It’s WHITTAKER’S!!! The one I love is almond bar.

I can finish this whole bar while watching tv. Ultimate love! :)

This is just a photo that I googled. I’m sure I can take a real pic of my own SOON! haha…..

Miss it a lot!

Random..

2010-06-25T17:02:00.001+08:00

I’m so free at home that my uncle gave me a task – help him to type the donating name list, 16 pages and it’s all chinese name! Swt….. I’m working on it now. 11 pages to go.. hehe!

It’s 25 June already, short sem has ended (hooray for those who had short sem).

My sem break is coming to an end soon. During this holiday I seldom meet with friends if compared to previous break. I only meet some of them for not more than 10 times in 60days, for many reasons. Besides, I have been attending yoga class at Cheah Dance Studio (near Keat Hwa). This is one of my favourite activites throughout this holiday. I attend the class a few times a week, sometimes twice a week, depends on the schedule. I love doing yoga because it really helps to burn fat! haha.. That’s one of the reason actually. Yoga really can relax my mind as it goes with the music and it’s good for health. My big belly has shrunk a bit now (my boobs shrunk too as I was starting to lose weight! shit.) but it (refer to my belly) begins to grow when I didn’t continue doing it. Haiz. Why do I grow fat so easily?

Bi is going to fly home on today’s midnight. Sob.. I’m gonna miss him more than now. My days will be more bored when he goes back because he’ll be busy gathering with friends and no time to talk to me. Plus, the sms rate is more expensive for him. T.T But this suffer is not going to last long, we will meet after 2 weeks! It’ll past in just a blink of an eye (self-consolation). So in the mean time I must find something to do so that I won’t feel dying at home. Doing nothing will make time runs slower. It’s true.

But I’m so lazy to do anything now. Perhaps I should rest enough and keep energy to prepare for the new coming sem. I’m going to be a 3rd year undergraduate!

Oh ya, new sem means Nougats will be arriving soon! (really a big inspiration to me, haha!) Carol’s cousin – Raymond is going to fly over from Australia and deliver some chocolate to us as well. haha! Looking forward to meet him since we only talk on facebook. :)

New sem! New hope! Going to work hard on it. Go!Go!Go!

Shoot!

2010-06-22T23:51:00.001+08:00

Just imagine you went out to yam cha with some friends at 9pm at somewhere nearby your house. Your last time yam cha session with friends was weeks ago and you hardly arrange a meeting with your friends during your two months break. You guys were talking and laughing on something and while you were on the peak of the talk, your family called and asked you to go home immediately otherwise they’ll lock the door. It wasn’t even 11pm yet! What the shit….

To whom who I wish them to read this:

You need to give me some trust so that I can pay you my respect. I too, need to be respected in front of my friends and I need you to respect my friends. Going home late does not mean that girl/boy is bad. Going home late doesn’t mean that I was messing around with some bad guys or doing some bad things outside and I, we know that the public safety is getting worse now. I wouldn’t want myself to get hurt too! I understand you’re just TOO CARE and TOO SERIOUS (only on this issue, how pathetic!) about me but I know where and what I’m doing. It’s already 2010 this year, we are not in year 1990 anymore. You can’t make someone to be conservative like you because we have different minds. If you’re born in the old times and being conservatism, please accept other people to be modern and open because I can accept you to be who you are and I respect you. You just have to catch up with the modern age, time won’t stay and people won’t stay too! The surroundings have developed and changed! It’s normal to know someone of my age had already 2 kids and got married! It’s normal to know that the girl next door aged 15 is not a virgin anymore! I’m not pregnant (just an example and no special meaning but even if someday I am and I’m not married, the liability and responsibility is on me), and I just want to have some tea and chat! I just want to yam cha and have some talks with my friends, in peace. Just like you, you (aunties) love to chat at home all the day but why can’t I just have a few hours with my friends?! That is so unfair! (nothing is fair in this world) 12am is acceptable and I know how to go home. It’s just too over to ask me to go home at 11pm (although just a gap of an hour but 11pm is way too early)! The seat was not even heated by my butt yet.

If you restrict me more, I’ll go against you. But if I have freedom that I wish to have, I won’t misuse it. In contrary I might respect you more and might automatically go home early even if you don’t call.

You

just

don’t

understand

me.

(have to stress this)

Not every children can be taught in the same way, with the same methods. Think of it.

Just criticized whatever craps if you have ever read this. I don’t care. You make me feel like…not going home anymore. Just a little trust and freedom are all I needed!

p/s: Just letting out some grumpiness so that I can achieve psychological balance. This is good for mental health

Sonotron Therapy

2010-06-20T16:49:00.001+08:00

I went to seek for medication today. It’s because the cartilage at my ribs hurt. I feel pain when I wake up in the morning. It has been continuing for more than a year. It doesn’t happen everyday but frequently, especially when I’m laying on my bed, I started to feel pain. I think it’s the car crash aftermath which happened 2 years ago.

The doctor recommended me to do Sonotron therapy. From what I’ve found at SRC website, Sonotron therapy is one of the safest and most effective, totally non-invasive alternative medical therapy for patients with chronic and acute pain in their joints, and other soft tissues, without needing to use drugs nor does it give any adverse side effect. It is recognized by most medical professionals as the medical solution of the 21st century, available today.

This alternative medical therapy is performed by the use of a Sonotron which is a totally non-invasive, patented device that was invented by Dr. Alfonso Di Mino of the United States of America in 1987.

It works by means of a Corona Discharge Beam (patented) that's produced when a low radio frequency of 430 kHz, pulsed at a low sound frequency of 1 kHz is applied to an electrode situated inside a hand-held Applicator.

During therapy, the Corona Discharge Beam is directed to the spot or area of difficulty above the skin of a patient. The device does not touch the patient at all. The therapy is thus totally non-invasive and external, requiring no drugs, comfortable and painless.

The whole process just took me a few minutes and the cost was not very high. I think it varies for each patients in different conditions. Besides, the website says that pain relief can be achieved in as fast as 15 to 45 seconds, I’m not sure it is that effective but I still have to repeat the therapy for a few times in order to fully overcome it. Hope it really can work on me.

It’s My Life!

2010-06-19T23:44:00.001+08:00

Sometimes when my parents are nagging me not to reach home so late at night because there are many bad guys out there and I know that; told me how good, how smart and how successful other people are; asked me to advice my younger sis to study hard because she won’t listen to them; nagged me to do the housework because I kept online at home (lol); not to do this, not to do that and bla bla bla…….. I’ll feel annoy and want to stay away from them, just to be alone where no one can disturb me.

Some people want to be single and don’t want to have kids because they think that being single don’t have to care about other people’s feelings and they have absolute freedom to do what they want to.

Someone told me that having a bro or sis is a burden because if you have any siblings, you’re obliged to help them when they’re in trouble or do anything according to their needs. In contrary, you’ll have the right to reject people’s help because you don’t have any consanguinity relationship.

I can’t agree or think like how they’re thinking because if I keep thinking about it, I won’t be happy. So the easiest way is to accept the fact. The fact that my family loves to nag and I won’t have totally freedom. They nag because they care. Although in life we have lots of responsibility and burdens: paying the bills, take care of the young ones in family, offer help when someone close is in trouble….. Instead of burdens, why don’t just make it a routine in life? It’ll be much more easier in that way.

We can’t be selfish in life and just think of our own happiness. Life is about heart. If you don’t have a heart, you’re not a human. Human being can’t live alone. We have to be there and help each other. That’s the basic of living. Having two sisters in life and tens of cousins are my luck! Although we might fight and argue over something tiny but we share good things together too. That is how we grow up! I’m lucky that I don’t have to play alone at home and no one to share my toys with during my childhood.

I have a weakness. I like to learn what people do and wish to have what people owned. I envied the top student who can score excellent in their CGPA, perhaps they’ll have a brighter future than me. I got jealous when seeing people from rich family going overseas for vacation. I just don’t know how to be thankful and contented of what I’ve owned.

This is just a small confession of myself. Perhaps many people are like me but they don’t admit it. Now I’ve known about my weakness and all I have to do is to change it.

In this world, some people don’t have to work so hard but they gain more than those who work hard all their life but get nothing! The world has never been fair.

Each individuals are different and shouldn’t be compared. I have my own life and people have theirs. I just have to be myself and live life my way. I love my style by the way, living with no stress. I hate to be stressful and dislike a hectic life. But stress is not a thing that we can avoid. So what we can do is to enjoy the stress. “Enjoy” is the keyword. No matter how hard you work, how tired you got everyday, if you learn to enjoy it, you’ll be happy and satisfied.

No one should judge about someone’s life and there’s no such statement as “you should live you life this way”. I have my rights to choose how my life’s going to be. As long as I’m happy for it.

I might not have high hopes or score very well in exams. I’m a law student so what? As long as I have enough to eat and play and be with the ones I love, there’s nothing more to complain.

I love my life and love living it! Who knows what I’m going to be in the future? Who cares? I just wish to have a happy life and live it my way. It’s my life anyway. :)

p/s: Spending is also one of my weakness. Argh…I’ll just gotta stay away from shopping =.=

A Shopping Day at Gurney

2010-06-19T17:31:00.002+08:00

Went shopping at Gurney yesterday with my sister. I wasn’t prepare for this but there were sales! I just can’t resist it. Initially I said I have nothing to buy but end up I bought the most. This wasn’t the first time though. Haha.. This is what happened when I go shopping, cant’t stop spending. Now I’m seriously broke, no more vacation for me. =.=

These are my booty of the day. =)

Converse ALL STAR.

Limited Edition. :)

It would be perfect to wear with jeans. Simple and casual. ^^

My sis also bought a pair and the total was above Rm300, so we got this, exclusive redemption card.

Rm100 for a stamp, get 5 to redeem Rm50 rebate. But I don’t think I’ll spend that much at Converse again. But if you guys (who I always meet) are buying anything at Converse which cost above Rm100, remember to tell me so that I can collect the stamps. hehe..^^

I’ve always wanted a new pair of jeans. MNG was on sales so I got this.

Black. Slim. Rm99

The top is from PADINI, 50% discount. Wahaha~

Cam whoring with my new clothes. Have I got any slimmer? lol….

By the way, I’ve also watched Toy Story 3. Didn’t expect it to be so nice. There were many new characters in the movie, meet also Spanish Buzz..LOL! It was interesting, funny, suspenseful and the ending was really touching… “Woody never gives up and always be there for you.” I love Toy Story 3!! Well done PIXAR! :D

Shopping is always like dream comes true but after shopping is the beginning of the nightmare – life is helpless without money. Lol

Once A Scout

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I have not been to camping for a long time, what more a campfire. I didn’t get to join my friends to camp at Gunung Jerai two weeks ago, I know they had lots of fun and that’s why I took the opportunity to visit my high school junior’s Test and Training Camp at Kuala Sala, as a rover.

Test and training camp is all about briefings and examinations in order to get a higher badge besides learning more scouting skills and improve the knowledge. The school is encouraging students to achieve King Scout now and I would like to see them graduate as King Scouts in the future. =) I am now too old for that, the highest badge I got was ‘Maju’ only. (so paise) We went to the camp on the second day and overnight there. I didn’t plan to overnight at first but I wanted to stay longer then just because I miss camping, I miss that kind of feel!

On the third night, we joined the campfire too! Carnival camp at Harvard Golf Club was always my favourite camp! It really recalled me a lot of my memories – sat beside the fire to make myself warm while guarding the night, it was so freaking cold!; making roti lilit, onion egg, potato egg for backwoods; dance and sang around the campfire (we were always so joyful); grouping to go to the toilet and we were so scared because it was so dark outside on the mountain; one of our member sleep-walking and marched!(lmao); played the funniest game – chocolate milk chocolate (translate directly from manderin); ………etc - they were all bitter sweet.

Sunset at Kuala Sala.

Me and Shan Yi.

Erm.. Ah Seng kena blocked by us. Lol

All of us. Give me a big SMILE =)

During our special training camp while I was in Form 3, there were 6 of us in my batch and we were tied up our feet together and were asked to walk down from our campsite to the toilet to wash the plates, that was also at Gunung Jerai. Come to think of it, we really came through a lot together in that 5 years! Those suffering moments and hard times, we held our hands and overcame it! We were there together for each other, we never give up. We were the survivors. That is how we were called the 6 Mighties! :D

We were taught to be unite, trained to be tough and survive! Discipline is very important to generate a team like us! (Must mention this because I was the discipline master for year 2005/2006, haha)What I’ve learned will never be forgotten. Not only scouting skills and knowledge but also principles to be a good man.

I was proud and I am still proud to say that I am from 53rd Land Scout.

Once a scout, forever a scout.

*be prepared*

Part 3 Singapore Trip

2010-06-15T17:42:00.001+08:00

Buddha Tooth Relic Temple

The most expensive temple! The stage where Buddha’s tooth is placed is made of 1000 tons of gold!

Do you know why we cannot cross over the middle doorway? Well, it’s a long story….

Guest are required to put this on if wear sleeveless or shorts which the length is above knees to show respect.

I was wearing shorts so I had to put this on. Looked like a massage lady nia…=.=

Amitabha.. Singapore still have many devout believers, they have chanting sessions everyday at this temple.

So advanced, they have lifts inside the temple. Buddha tooth is on the forth floor. Photos shooting are allowed only allowed on the ground floor.

Wising gong.

Don’t forget gardening part. This is on the roof top.

Banda Street.

Me and the temple.

Me and my sis. People kept saying we look like twins when see this pic, even my coursemate can’t recognize me. swt.. During my high school times, people said me and my elder sis looked alike, now my younger sis turn pulak! Proves that, I’m still young! hahaha… (my sis is 5 years younger than me :P)

Chinatown Heritage Centre

In here, it recalled me of my great grandmother’s house as it is a showcase of Chinese cultures and livings in early times.

A tricycle.

Chinese histories and diaries.

Your parents used to be excited during their childhood times when they saw this at home because they only had it during cny or special events. It was their soda drinks, just like out Coca-cola.

Dining tables.

Tableware.

The market.

I’m sure you know what are they symbolizing.

The kitchen and toilets.

Bedroom and old clothes.

The restaurant next to the heritage centre.

Shopping time!

A new kid I knew during the trip. His name is ‘Huai Dan’. haha… Just kiddin’ :P

Chinatown. This is where I bought the souvenirs. :D

Haw Par Villa

The villa is constructed by the Haw Par brothers, founder of Tiger Balm. It is open free for public but it’s not as crowded as before now. It’s free so why not have a walk? Hehe.

The entrance.

The tiger-head car.

What comes around goes around.

Dare to find out what your sins are? hehe…

Wishing pond. I doubt that it’s still working now.

林泽徐大人

Real tortoises.

Monument for Haw Par’s parents.

Kids just love to climb around. hehe

Singapore Discovery Centre

It is a place where you can learn about Singapore stories, a showcase of various aspects of its history and also current and future technology.

I Will.

Little George, the robot. He can speak to you and sing “Twinkle Twinkle”, hehe..

The war games. I don’t know how to play it. =.=

Me in an army suit! The flag was just nothing… lol

The helicopter.

I’ll take you a ride for free, hop in! :P

A pistol in my hand, no play play….

Feel like myself a heroin carrying this SAR 21. Paid $6 for a game but my score sucks! haha.

We had a bus tour to Singapore Military School too. Singaporean who has reached the age of 18 has to serve the country for two years. The Military School’s square feet are equal to 26 football fields. It’s really big and clean inside, it has provided various facilities for the soldiers too. Hundred times better than our national service. =.=

(from left) Zi Huan 11, sis, Zhe Han 14 and me.

Jien Herng and Zhe Xin, both 13.

Jien Herng and Zi Huan are siblings while Zhe Han and Zhe Xin are in a family. They also have a brother who is same age as Zhe Han but they’re not twins! And Zhe Xin is only a year younger than Zhe Han. How geng their mom is…. LOL.

That’s the end of our trip. Glad to know these few little friends of my trip. :D I was the eldest among them. =.=

Part 2 Singapore Trip

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We spent the whole day at the Universal Studios on our second day. I had only been to Hong Kong Disney Land, so I can’t comment too much on it. Although it was not as big as I expected but we had great times there. There were street entertainments, stage shows and meet and greet the characters too are available. The only thing different from Disney Land is they’re not all Fairy Tales! That’s what makes it fun.haha..

Before that must fill in my stomach first, prepare for the journey. Hehe..

My breakfast. Soya $1, char siu rice $3… Quite cheap for Singaporean.

After resting the whole night, I’m ready for the day! ^^

Sentosa Casino Resort

Sorry la but I don’t have much interest in the casino. Just simply took a quick photo of it.

Adam and Eve, front and back.

Feng shui is very important for the casino to earn money. This is one of the long-legged elephant placed at the corner according to feng shui.

Hotel Michael is not just another hotel, it’s one of the most expensive hotel and doesn’t mean that you can book for it because you’re a millionaire, it depends on one’s status too.

Hard Rock Hotel, famous worldwide.

Jimmy Choo, a worldwide famous shoe-maker, from Malaysia.

Think!

Universal Studios

The paint matches FIFA worldcup right? haha!

Queing at the entrance.

My entrance ticket. :) The Battlestar Galactica rollercoaster was closed.

So we were given these two vouches as rebate, total $ 10. Not bad right.. hehe

Universal Globe.

First stop - Hollywood

Elton John.

Met Woody Woodpecker. haha!

Universal Studios Store.

The buildings in Hollywood.

The signboard.

Second Stop – Madagascar

King Julien’s Beach Party-Go-Round (suitable for kdis).

After the Central Park Zooapalooza Tour, we got the chance to take photo with these characters. All we have to do is queue up and when it’s your turn, hand over the camera to the worker and they’ll help you take these photos for FREE~!

Gloria, the big belly hippo just like me, I have big belly too. =.=

Who says penguins can’t fly? Haha…

It would be incomplete without this huge ship.

Don’t you feel happy when looking at these pics? Took them for free too! :DDDDD

We can see the roller coaster at the opposite.

Third stop – Far Far Away

Welcome to Far Far Away. ^^

Shrek’s house.

The castle.

The Enchanted Airways is a high speed roller coaster. Nothing horrible and it was fun. Enjoy the speed!

Gingy is drunk….

We were next! ;)

Watched Shrek 4D too. Very interesting and real. We were scared by the spiders, spilled by Donkey’s sneezing and you can hear the crowd laughing because we were fooled. Haha..

The King and Queen.

Wearing our 4D glasses.

Donkey LIVE was more like a tv show. Just some lame jokes offered.

Forth stop – The Lost World

It started drizzling already when we came to this park. We only took the Canopy Flyer at The Lost World. It was not a good idea to get all wet, thus we ignored the Rapids Adventure. But I heard good compliments from other members of my trip, they’d took a ride.

In front of the food court. The queue for lunch is equal to the queue for Canopy Flyer, took us more than half an hour! And the food wasn’t so nice, how disappointing.

Waterworld is just next to The Lost World. It was the most dangerous show which contained violence, gun shots, explosions and dangerous actions! I gave it a BRAVO!

This man was doing monkey business!

Kena the water pipe lah...=.=

Ready for the show? :D

There were 2 kinds of seats – splash seats and dry seats. If you are prepared to get wet, you can go for the splash seats. I preferred the dry one, haha..

This was what happened to those who sit in front.

Incredible stage settings.

The door opened. The girl came back from dry land.

They are pretty skilled!

The bad guy’s boat, he claimed himself to be Tigerwood. What a joke! lol.

Launched the engine to emit the water.

Small explosion.

Splashed!

Here came the hero!

I call this, professionals…..

The girl trying to escape from the bad guys.

Huge explosions!

The bad guys died and the good guys escaped in the end.

Applause by the crowd after the show. They deserved it.

Fifth stop – Ancient Egypt

Impressive statues!

Revenge of the Mummy was my favourite ride! It was a high-speed ride, thrill with the sharp turns and fast reverse, alongn the way we were threaten by fireballs, scarab beetles and robotic warrior mummies too and all in total darkness!! Experience the mummy’s adventure, WORTH TO TRY!!

The tunnel to the ride was quite creepy too, it was dark inside and like an endless maze. If you can’t finish the maze, you can’t take the ride. Hope you are one of the survivors. Muahaha~

In front of the entrance.

My sis posing with the statues.

The army of Anubis! So scary~

Sixth stop – Sci Fi City

The Battlestar Galactica Cylon and Human were both closed. Can’t experience the exciting ride. :(

The first half of the track.

The second half.

CYLON

Cam whore at the toilet after playing Accelerator. It was similar to Genting’s spinning cups but bigger. Hehe..

Last stop – New York

Enjoyed the sidewalk.

Subway.

Palace.

New York Public Library.

The yellow cab.

Lights, Camera, Action! Hosted by Steven Spielberg. In there, you can experience the incredible effects of the settings for a hurricane which is about to hit New York City. It proves that there is no limits of our human’s imagination, especially in film industrials.

This is the picture of the ending where a huge ship suddenly came out from the chamber right in front of us. The most incredible part was the background, the ocean looked so real and I love it a lot!

It looks like the Go-Go Gadget’s car. haha..

The car plate!

Kowabunga Kove is actually at Hollywood. We dropped by to have dinner and wait for 5.30pm stage show after the first round in Universal Studios.

We watched Kowabunga musical stage performance while having dinner. Haha..

Drive In at Mel’s.

Have a bite! :D

Monster Rock! Amazing musical stage performance!

The stage. I quite like their performance. They sang a few hitz like Low, My Prerogative, It’s My Life etc. and everybody’s favourite’s Nobody. We heard this song like three times on that single day in different show. swt…

In the theatre.

The Universal Studios' closed at 7pm. We proceeded our tour to Sentosa Island’s sound and light water show. I felt the show quite boring as they focus too much on drama and less on the water show, quite a turn off for the night.

Roar!!! blub blub…………

Part 1 Singapore Trip

2010-06-14T17:14:00.001+08:00

While waiting for our bus to arrive…

Doing a small research on Universal Studio.

Our baggage.

Departing..

My seat. Although it was big enough for me to sleep on it but it was shaky on the bus, can’t sleep really well. =.=

After the long night, finally we can greet good morning to Singapore!

Reached the checkpoint. Everything must be packed except water bottles……

Prepare to receive saman if you cross the red light!

Singapore Zoo

It’s really a fine zoo, our Zoo Negara sucks big time if you ever been there. Besides seeing the animals, we also watched some of the animal shows. They were interesting and contained moral values. We enjoyed a lot. :)

Tickets for entrance and train ride!

At the entrance.

Relax.. It’s not a real tiger.. :P

Baby monkey hugging tight on its mother’s back. So cute..

Purple light from the heaven? haha..

Just follow my footsteps. ;)

Ah Meng was a famous Orang Utan in Singapore.

Orang Utans’ territory.

On the train ride.

Beautiful giraffes.

King of the jungle.

There lies a giant orang utan inside this hut.

Made of soundproof glass.

It was sitting still until it saw me waved to it…..

Check out her long fur……..So giantic! She’s 108 years old already! (If I’m not mistaken it’s a she)

She was facing the side but her eyes were peeking at us. Lol…

Took a close pic with her. :D

The scale of the orang utan’s hand and mine.

Small turtle vs Big turtle

The mighty tortoise. hehe…

Alligator Snapping Turtle. Looks quite fugly!

Snake is my zodiac. haha…

The right hand side one I think they’re making love. LOL

The white tiger.

Australia Outback in Singapore Zoo!

I only managed to take a clear photo of the polar bear’s butt! =.=

Lazy hippos sleeping in the water….

The Animals’ Show

I had video recorded the first animal show but still can’t upload it. Will keep trying. hehe.

Performing indigenous dance.

The white peacock showing off its beautiful tails.

My favourite Sea lion Show!!

Sweating to watch the show! hehe.

Fully seated!

Nah..the bird was just the pasu bunga…

Penguins!!! So kawaii like the one in Madagascar! haha..

Seacows feeding!

Here comes the main character – Phillip!!

Pretending to be a shark! haha…

Lying leisurely..

“Nice to meet you kid!” (a polite hand shake)

Here’s Raj one of the spectator volunteered to throw the flying plate to Phillip (he was just standing next to me). Too bad he missed two times but the MC was so kind to give him another 3rd chance, otherwise we’ll throw him into the pool! haha…

Here, a pic with Phillip. :) My head got fish smell after the photo shot. =.=

Elephants Show

The elephants were so strong to move the tree trunks. They’re originated from India.

Spot a naughty elephant trying to steal food from his master.

Guan Yin Temple

Many people visit to this temple because they believe the divination by Guan Yin is very accurate. I had a try too. Haha.. They have the interpretation book in both English and Chinese version. How considerate..

I got a Lot 2 – A baby whale is dependant after birth. When it is in full growth, it becomes independent and roam the ocean. Here’s the interpretation, it’s a medium lot – Be patient. Act when you are capable. Success will follow.

Accurate or not? I think this piece of advice is quite useful to me. Haha…

We were given some free time to shop around the area.

Qu Yuan’s statute….

Merlion Park

The Merlion symbolizes Singapore. Here’s a joke. Does the Merlion’s father a lion and his mother a fish? haha.. This joke was from the Merlion himself in a short video in the Discovery Centre.

The water never stops coming out from it’s mouth.

I was just one of them who was posing like this….LOL

These are the buildings that you can see from the spot of the Merlion.

Esplanade, the theatre.

It looks like durian but it’s actually a microphone-shaped building.

Sky garden at Marina Bay Sands Luxury Hotel. The hotel cost $600 for one night, only guests are allowed to enter to the garden. The building in front of the hotel is the casino.

I was there in 2010! haha..

River Cruise

The key to river experience.

Took some photos first before the ride! hehe..

The boat.

Finally on board!

Enjoying the ride. hehe..

Night Views in Singapore

Read Bridge and Elgin Bridge. The best pic I can take.

The Fullerton Hotel, one of the famous hotels in Singapore. Many couples took photos for their wedding album at this area. We saw 3 couples that night. Lol

Again, the Merlion.

Side view.

The Ferris Wheel..

The entire Marina Bay Sands is not only this small. The project is not yet finished, it will be completed estimately in year 2015. This casino is the world’s second-costliest, developed by one of the world's biggest gaming companies, Las Vegas Sands.

Told ya it’s a microphone. :P

The concentrated area of all banks!

Bank of China was this tall…….

Let’s go yam cha at Clarke Quay!

Dare to play this? hehe…

四面足球员instead of 四面楚歌. haha…

Peddlers Walk.

The Clinic restaurant.

Wheel chair seats.

The ARENA.

Marina Bay Sands

Looks like boots huh….

I feel so tiny underneath it!

The bridge connects the hotel and the casino.

The Shoppes At Marina Bay Sands.

I didn’t enter into the casino because my sis was under age and I have to keep my eye on her…=.=

In the mall.

Mac Apple.

Oh man.. Those are LIMITED EDITION!!!!

See me? haha….

I think I can spend three days three nights there after it’s done!

Too dark lah….

That’s the end of the first day tour. Gosh, took me whole day to complete this post. There are two days more.. shit! I’m so lazy to edit those pics now…. =.=

Oh, forgot to show you our hotel. We stayed in Fragrance Hotel – Crystal for two nights. It was located at Geylang next to the prostitutes centre only…No kidding ok? I don’t know why the tour company booked this hotel for us, maybe it’s cheaper. We can see the entire row of prostitution when we stepped out from the hotel.

Geylang

Although it looked not safe but trust me, Singapore’s public safety is a lot better than in Malaysia. (I still felt unsafe actually because people kept looking at our way when we pass through) Thanks to those legal prostitutes, the rate of raping case in Singapore is quite low.

The service of the hotel was just so so. The bed was a bit hard, the blanket was so small hardly enough for two persons (it was a double bedroom), and they didn’t give us morning call as promised! The only thing I’m satisfied about it was the hot water for bathing. haha. Better search for other better hotels in Singapore next time..

Shell station at the junction. The price of the petrol in Singapore.

Continue to Universal Studio on the second day.

A Fine City In South East Asia

2010-06-13T12:23:00.001+08:00

It’s Singapore I’m going to talk about. Me and my sis followed a 5days 2 nights trip there. There were only 11 of us in the whole trip and we were travelling by a double deck! LOlx.. I didn’t have much interest about Singapore actually but after this trip, I’m kinda fond of it when I got to know more about Singapore.

Everyone knows that Singapore is a Garden City. Thus, it is not weird that every corner of the city is full of plants. Maybe because of this, Singapore is not as hot as Malaysia. Besides, there are super many rules in Singapore. No littering is allowed otherwise one will be punished to sweep at a crowded street hanging a card written “我是垃圾虫”around the neck. Foreigners are not compromise. So better behave yourself well if you’re in Singapore. Further, there are a lot of non-smoking areas but the citizens still love to smoke and their cigarettes are very expensive, it could cost until $11.70 per box. Many people who stay in Johore will bring the cigarettes over and sell it. You can see it at the night street where many people are selling cigarettes.

This sign appears in the toilet.

Cigarette for sale.

A shirt I bought in Singapore as souvenir. hehe..

Do you know what is Singapore’s national language? English? Nope. Manderin? Definitely not! It’s Bahasa Melayu…. The proof is, the words written under their country’s logo is “majulah Singapura”, you can see it in any piece of sin dollar. Besides Malay, Chinese and Indian, the forth main races is European influences.

Singaporean love to queue too. From what I’ve heard, when they see people queuing, they will go to queue up although they might not know what do they queuing for. For example at a food court, normally they will queue at the stall which has the longest queue without knowing what food is selling. The logic is, the longest queue will be the most delicious one. haha…

It’s undeniable that Singapore is a very clean city. Unlike Malaysia, their streets, buildings and public toilets are so clean! The first thing I complained when I came back to Malaysia was the public toilets! I can’t stand the smell and the look if them, miss the fresh air in SIngapore. =.= My friend once said, Malaysia knows how to build but don’t know how to maintain which I strongly agree with it.

Many people think that working in Singapore is easy earning but they don’t know the bitterness of it. Many of them work in Singapore but stay in Jb as the rental is cheaper. Everyday they have to wake up very very early in order to get to work on time because they’ll have to go through the heavy traffic to get to the checkpoint which I think I will get killed if I have this kind of life! I quite admire the fact that Singaporeans are very hard working and serious about their job. I felt like the persons who’re on duty at the game stations are very friendly and polite as they serve everyone equally well.

You don’t have to worry about public transport in Singapore, trains, taxis and buses can take you to everywhere. The cars above are the taxis in Singapore. They have SONATA, COROLLA and even MERCEDES BENZ (the white one) as taxi, of course the MERS charge a lot high than others.

Come to think of food, I don’t think that Singapore has many nice food. They prefer less salt, less sweet and less ajinomoto. Haha.. The only tasty meal I considered that we had during the 3 days in Singapore was our 3rd day lunch at Ah Yat Seafood Restaurant at The Village. We had crabies too! hehe.. Oue similarity we have with Singapore is that they have their Singlish and we have our Manglish – mix languages. :)

….Alright, the long essay stops here and I will show you the places that I’ve been to during those 3 days in Singapore on my next posts. :)

Don't Stop Believin'

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Just another song I love. :)

Just a small town girl

livin' in a lonely world

She took the midnight train goin' anywhere

Just a city boy, born and raised in South Detroit

He took the midnight train goin' anywhere

A singer in a smoky room

The smell of wine and cheap perfume

For a smile they can share the night

It goes on and on and on and on

Strangers waiting

Up and down the boulevard

Their shadows searching in the nights

Streetlights, people

Living just to find emotion

Hiding somewhere in the nights

Working hard to get my fill,

Everybody wants a thrill

Payin' anything to roll the dice

Just one more time

Some will win, some will lose

Some are born to sing the blues

And now the movie never ends

It goes on and on and on and on

Don't stop believin

Hold on to that feelin'

Streetlight, people

(repeat)

Don't stop!

Once Upon A Dream

2010-06-08T18:17:00.001+08:00

I’m currently in Kulim now at my parents’ house. I came with my sis today because we have to board the bus to Singapore from here tonight. Throughout this boring day, I came up with this dream…….I wish to fly in the sky! Why? Because I think that airplane is really an amazing and incredible thing. It can transfer you to another part of the world without having you to spend half your life to reach there! Imagine you’re killing by boredom at home at a second and the next you’re standing at the top of the Eiffel Tower! …My sis had been there and I’m kinda envy her. (Don’t wish her to read this somehow, she probably will be shaking her tail, lol)

How does it feel when flying a plane? I’m not referring to the airplane which is use to carry passenger but this Microlight Airsports Flight!

From HadAir.com (they provide flight training)….Microlight aeroplane means an aeroplane designed to carry not more than two persons which has:

a) a maximum total weight authorised not exceeding:

300 kg for a single seat landplane
450 kg for a two seat landplane
330 kg for a single seat amphibian or floatplane, or
495 kg for a two seat amphibian or floatplane

and

(b) either a wing loading at the maximum weight authorised not exceeding 25 kg per square metreor a stalling speed at the maximum weight authorised not exceeding 35 knots calibrated airspeed.

Either of them is cool!

Besides travelling around the world, this will be one of my dream from today onwards. Have I mentioned that I also wish to try bungy jump in Bali? hmm.. maybe I’ll do it at other country….when I’m ready! haha…..

Dare to dream! :D

Circus Fun in Pavilion

2010-06-08T01:42:00.001+08:00

I had a secret visit to a special someone in Bangi last week…… Actually it wasn’t really a secret but only a few of them knew about my travelling. I took a round trip from Alor Star to Kuala Lumpur through Air Asia and both time when I checked in at the counter, I heard the same words: “Miss, you’ll have to be early next time.” Yaya.. I got it. I was late to the airport and when I checked in, the counter was already closed! I was damn lucky that they allowed me to get my flight tickets. Otherwise I’m gonna miss my flights! haha..

Well, I feel normal staying in Bangi because I began my student live there 2 years ago. I often travel to KL during free times with my friends as Bangi doesn’t really have much entertainment. The nearest and the most frequent and convenience place that we visited is Mid Valley. I love to catch a movie at Pavilion too, the seats are more comfortable. :D

I went to Pavilion again to watch SHREK FOREVER AFTER last Friday. There was a “Circus Fun” in Pavilion where the centre court was full with balloons! The colours and the balloons made the atmosphere cheerful and bouncy. Kids would love it! It was attractive but I wasn’t very interested with it but we had nothing better to do in order to kill time. Hehe.

The most eye-catching giant balloon! Available for kid’s ride only. Adults are way too heavy. LOL

Muacks to Mr Clown’s reddy. :P

Me went floating too! hehe~

Upside down…~

Hmm.. I don’t think Mr Ultraman fits in well. haha.

“For infinity…and beyond!”

These toys are bloody expensive but really nice to play. hah!

Lovely balloons………. and me. xD

Nah.. We were just too bored. haha….

Working as a Promoter at Jom Heboh

2010-06-01T00:17:00.002+08:00

Have you heard of Jom Heboh Carnival? It’s organized by TV3 every month in different state in Malaysia. It was held at Kangar’s Stadium from 29-30 May 2010 where I had been working as promoter under G2 company.

I went for an interview alone a few weeks ago at Pacific mall nearby my house. To my surprise, the agent was a senior during my high school times. One week later, I got an sms from her that I’ve got the job. It was good to hear that because I’ve wanted to work so much while I was killing by boredom at home!

A day before the carnival, we were asked to gather at Alor Star mall as there would be a short brief. I’ve met a few seniors from my high school too. They were working as a promoter like me as well but we were assigned to different brands. The brands included were Scott’s, Ribena and Horlicks and I was in Scott’s. We were briefed by the respective supervisors who came all the way from Kuala Lumpur just for this carnival.

On the first day, I woke up and 5am and prepared myself. We gathered at Tesco at 6.30am and departed together after everyone had arrived. It had been a while since I’d woke up so early. Lol. We had no choice because we had to help to set up before our working time at 10am.

Our booth – Scott’s

There were many other booth doing promotion as well. It was certainly a great competition among all of them. Although we worked as promoters but my team weren’t in-charge of the sales. Our job scopes excluded selling Scott’s. We were told to attract more customers to come forward to our booth only and we rotated our job frequently so that it won’t be bored. How thoughtful of our supervisor. haha…

You wouldn’t want to open it. This was the so called ‘public toilet’. FOC for the entrance.

The weather on the first day was so freaking hot and I felt that time was passing too slow. I guess because everyone and the job were new to me. LOL. On the second day, we were lucky because it was cloudy at most the time and it past faster than the first day. Either day, I didn’t feel like going to the toilet instead I need more drinking water! There was PEPSICO which sell canned drinks and only cost RM1 for each! It was really cheap and I got one free pepsi when I bought 5 cans of revive. haha…

Quite a number of them were younger than me, mostly were graduates from STPM who were waiting for university results. There were also 2 promoters aged 17 but they looked like 20 years old in my eye. LOL. I was stunned when I was told of their age. One was a malay girl who was fired by my supervisor because of her dissatisfied performance; Another was a sales guy who came to talk to me out of the blue.

This is Kia Joo doing sampling. He was my senior in high school too and we ride the same bus to school last time. Haha.

Sam, the new promoter on the second day guiding the customers who had purchased Scott’s to play game. Free prizes were awarded no matter the ball was in or not. LOL!!!

Seek Chung, pumping the balloons. I’d pumped a thousand of balloons in 2 days. You can call me a pro now. haha…

Mei Yen, distributing the balloons. The balloons were surprisingly more popular than the products of Scott’s. Everyone came scrambled for it. I’d never feel like a celebrity before I got the chance to distribute the balloons because as people saw me, they would rush over and grab one balloon from me, not only kids but also adults. The balloons in my hands were gone just in a second! Actually I felt more like a clown just that I don’t have those scary make-up and don’t wear funny attires. haha…

The people doing sales.

Set up for the TV3 live show - Melodi. The Malays love it.

Recording show.

It was more crowded on the second day. Almost all of the customers were Malays. I could barely see some Chinese or Indian customers.

Me and Kia Joo loaf on the job…. And OMG we were being snapped by our supervisor!!! +.+

Lastly, this is the ‘big guy’ - my supervisor. He came from Kuantan and speaks Cantonese. I’ve found that his pattern is a bit like Wey Jye and his tone is like JR (not that I want to mention him but they are really similar). swt..

Luckily he’s not the strict boss, he’s a funny one. I had my dinner breaks together with my supervisor on both days. He treated me bihun soup on the last day and now I owed him one, lol.. Does he looked like Vincent Zhao or Ronald Cheng?

I said Ronald Cheng! Muahaha~ (evil laughs)

I’m glad to have him as my supervisor. Happy working with others as well. We won’t be meeting each other for quite some time now but we’ll keep in touch on facebook. Thanks to Fb. hehe :)

White Coffee

2010-05-31T22:35:00.003+08:00

I’ve found a new white coffee in Alor Star recently which has a very great taste!

The white coffee is available at this White Coffee Kopitiam which can be found at Taman Berjaya’s market place. It started its business last month. I recovered this kopitiam last week when I had a gathering with my besties. But this white coffee, I had it during my second time visit.

Special Brew White Coffee

MUST TRY!!

Besides fragrant smell of coffee, the taste of the coffee is very thick too which I liked it so much! It was really amazing! When I had my first taste, I wanted it more~ According to one of the staffs, the coffee beans used are imported from Columbia.

Besides white coffee, another drink recommended is Hong Kong Milk Tea. It is cheaper than the white coffee and has a good taste too!

Various sets of meals are also available in this kopitiam. Tom Yam is one of their signature dishes. I had tried it during my first time visit. Although it is a small set but it’s enough for 2 persons’ meal.

Chicken Chop.

Western food like chicken chop and fish and chip are also available, the level is only average but not to the extend of poor.

Garlic toast and mushroom soup.

These two came in a set which was what I order as my dinner+supper. The mushroom soup has its unique taste. It’s different than other mushroom soup in normal restaurants but the taste is not bad than the one in Pizza Hut. hehe..

Well, if you’re sick of Old Town’s white coffee already perhaps you can try this. It’s just an alternative for those who love white coffee so much. Hope you enjoy it! :)

Langkawi~!

2010-05-28T18:11:00.004+08:00

During last few days, I had a trip to Langkawi with my course-mates. At first I was reluctant to go as I’ll miss the opportunity to earn at least Rm1k at a roadshow for 10days, plus I had been to Langkawi for times. But at last I’d decided to relax and enjoy with my friends as I had promised them earlier before sem break. I can’t bear to ffk them! hehe…

So we departed on 23 May (Sunday) by ferry. The tickets cost us for RM46 for a round trip.

Carol and me, taken on the ferry boat.

When we reached Langkawi’s port, Joycelyn, a friend of Sze Pei came to pick us up and fetch us around in Langkawi Island. Thanks to her, we got to save the expenses for car rental and petrol. hehe.. Joycelyn brought us to some famous and beautiful places where we could snap nice photos. :D

First we visited the Langkawi Cable Car. It’s in the Oriental Village where you can shop for some souvenirs and beach dresses. There are a few restaurants too but we never try the food. We couldn’t go for rabbits feeding as it was under renovation. The ticket for cable car ride only cost RM15 for mycard owners. hehe.

Entering the cable car!

UP we go…..~

Us and the cable cars. :D

The sky bridge was behind us! :D

Finally we reached the top!

We were at 700 metres above sea level!

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Me, on top of Langkawi :D

My BFFs! Love you girls :D

Views from the above.

On the world ranking number 1 Sky Bridge!!! ^^

Me ^^

The pic was blur but I like it. :)

We sweat like a pig after climbing these staircase!

Mizumi restaurant.

We just love ice cream don’t we? The ice cream melted so fast due to the hot weather!

Snap some pics outside KFC at Burau.

We also spent some time at the science centre at the opposite of the KFC we went.

One of Joycelyn’s no.2 admirer (haha) invited her to play go kart so we tagged along with her. Guess what?..

GO KART WAS FUN!!!!!!!

We only need to pay RM20 for 15 minutes ride as Joycelyn’s friend have some connection with the people there. hehe..

Seriously, this go kart is much more better than the one in Genting Highlands. Genting’s go kart sucks big time!

Drift is interesting! I tried it for a few times.. hehe! But it was not easy to master the vehicle for those who don’t use to drive a go kart like me. Haha.

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We’re AWESOME!!! :D

Dressed up for dinner, taken at AB Motel’s lobby. A bit exaggerated huh? Oops…~.~

I love my bluey rose! hehe~

Seafood dinner at Orkid Ria.

Me and Joycelyn. ^^

Shopping at Pantai Cenang’s night street.

We stayed overnight at AB Motel. It was the cheapest rate we could find on that day. We bought the Almo shirts together and wore it on the next day. Haha!

AlmosRus!

Cam whore is like a drug, addicted easily. xD

We also snap some pics at the beach before leaving.

These pics reminds me of Luffy in One Piece! haha…

JUMP!!!!

One of my favourites! :D

We dropped by Awana Resort just to take some nice pics! It didn’t disappoint us, the place was brilliant!

F4 or A4? haha..

It was just perfectly cool. :)

Before heading to the terminal ferry, Joycelyn treated us this big meal! It was at 金鹏 Restaurant. I would recommend it to you guys because the dishes were really delicious and the services were good too! We had some coconuts drinks besides seafood dishes. It was like in paradise..xD

CRABIES!!!!!

MUST TRY!!!!!!

It was the most delicious crabies that I ever had ! I WANT MORE!!!!

We finally went to Langkawi as promised. I’m looking for our next trip to Malacca and Ipoh which Carol and Shereen can be our hosts! hehe..

Thanks girls, I really enjoyed it a lot! :)

~~The end of our trip. ^^~~

One Day Tour In Alor Star

2010-05-27T17:31:00.002+08:00

It was a spontaneous trip when my course-mates decided to come one day earlier than the date that we had agreed earlier. I picked up Shereen who arrived at the midnight and Carol’s arrival was at dawn. Sze Pei actually had a few places in mind and I was free to drive them around, so everything went well. We were also lucky as the weather on that day was quite good. It only rained in the early morning thus the weather wasn’t so hot, plus it was cloudy the whole day. :D

Here, the journey begins.

Dim sum at Golden Phoenix. We had it after 9am as all of us didn’t have a good rest at night. Luckily there were still various food available. Lol.

Next, we paid our visit to Dr Mahathir’s birth place.The entrance is free of charge and it was my first visit as well. hehe.

Rumah Kelahiran Mahathir Mohamad.

We looked like kampung girls didn’t we? hehe..

Waiting for our Romeos.. haha.

Ancient ceramic water tank and bike.

Just fooling around, hehe….

Before lunch, we dropped by my house for a short while just to show them where my house is. hehe.. We had lunch at this restaurant popular with it’s main dish – cai po hu! Taste good!!!

Gunung Keriang is famous of its cheap crystals. We spent for an hour in a crystal shop just for shopping. In the end we all had bought a few. I spent RM58 for a white crystal necklace, 2 bracelets and 1 pair of ear- sticks and I got a free turquoise bracelet. hehe!

Our next stop was at Aquatic Complex. It was quite empty since SUKMA XI 2006 in Kedah.

The pools.

The Science Centre is only located at the opposite of the Aquatic Complex. The entrance was also free of charge as the things for display are not completed yet. There were many thins to see though. It was quite fun.

There’s a natural disaster corner and a small house is provided for people to experience earth quake. Press the button to feel earthquake. The 3 buttons stands for: weak, average and strong.

The Paddy Museum is quite well-known in Kedah. Everyone’s going just to watch the wall paintings.

The painting is really nice, looks real.

When was the last time that you ever saw a rainbow?

It was just nice to have an ice cream on a hot day like this. :)

Snap shots at paddy fields. :)

Finally, we ended the day with spicy hot tom yam!! Guys in Alor Star, do you know that the tom yam at Xantana had already shifted to Futball restaurant? It’s located a few shop lots next to Hai Nan Chicken Rice near PMC.

MUST TRY!!!

Tom yam soup with big fat prawns! Yearn for more…~

What a meal..You can feel satisfaction after having it! :D

The ‘ikan bakar’ is also very nice. The fish was being raped by us until bones left! haha..

I went home after sending the three girls back. It was a tiring day but we had lots of fun. ^^ We rest as much as we could because Langkawi would be our next destination. :D

Gathering in Penang.

2010-05-21T14:25:00.012+08:00

After the last 2 years' apartment stay with the same group of people and at the same place, this year we made it simple since many of us were not available. We organized a small gathering in Penang with a few of my matrix friends. I am quite appreciate the fact that even though we only meet once or twice per year, our friendship never change. :D

Our first activity: We had a karaoke session at the newly opened Neway at Queensbay. The environment was quite nice and comfortable. We booked the earliest session at 11am-2pm because it was the cheapest! hehe.. Guess what, we had a set of meal and free buffet salad which only cost us Rm11.20 per person. ^^

Blue lights hanging on the ceiling.

The buffet room.

7 of us! :)

Going crazy~ haha!

Wanna pk us? :P

For display only.

No Volkswagon but there are 2 pretty girls. hehe~

Second destination: Penang Bowl - also known as the cheapest bowling centre in Penang. hehe..

My way of playing bowling. haha!

Next, we had a yam cha session at Station 1 cafe nearby Komtar area. We only ordered food because the drinks were quite expensive.

Komtar Tower.

Fried lobster balls..Lobster has balls? lol....

Erm....Bread with egg and cheese?
Cheesy egg on bread? haha!

I Love U.

Simley face. hehe~

All in. :D

Happy day.. ^^

Posers are us! hehe~

Cam whor-ing.. :P

I'm a 'camera girl'. LOL!!

My dear berry sis. Miss u~

Fatty me. Zzz...

Lastly, we had our dinner before we headed home. Too bad the kueh chiap hadn't open yet. We only had some dessert at "Si Guo Tang" and my main course was Kueh Tiao Teng. Besides, we also ordered the chicken legs, taste good!

Hungry lar~

Trying to take a pic of Yazee. :)

I call us the "rombongan cari makan". Hehe~

Cheng Zheng's maggie soup!

Chicken legs! Yum yum~~

Oh.. There's a Mickey head! haha....

Time flies. Looking back, we were still callow during matrix but now we had completed our second year course in university. It's getting harder for us to make time to meet up each time but I hope we still can gather every year like we do now. I'm looking forward to our next gathering. So for the time being, please take care guys and study hard! All the best! :)

Beware of the "Gotcha" plan

2010-05-21T13:03:00.005+08:00

I got a call 4am early in the morning from a friend when I was trying to sleep. To my surprise, he seemed to have some trouble with Easy Pha-max.

Two months ago while I was still in UKM, an old ex-high school friend who studied in UKM as well approached me. She asked me to meet her at the cafe without telling me the purpose of wanting to meet me. I thought urgent things happened to her and maybe she needs my help, but I was wrong. She was well dressed with make-ups and asked me whether I'm interested in a business. She'll proceed only if I'm interested in earning money. So I sat down and istened to her plan.

As I know, she had joined Easy Pha-max and in order to make more money, she persuaded me to join this network. Because of my broad network of friends, she spotted me. According to her, there were 3 packages and she recommended me the RM3000++ one. If I join their network, all I have to do is to seek for a pair of people to join then I'll get the e-point to exchange products. If I'm tired of finding more people later, I can stop doing the work but I still will get the money because the people under me will help me to earn it. You see, when we pay money, normally we pay for goods or service, ie: buying products. But this one is different, you paid the money for nothing and you have to find more people to get more money and gain e-point from the company to exchange the products of Easy Pha-max. I bet if I pay it, I'm actually investing to their capital. Furthermore, I don't even know whose money am I earning as I don't know the people below me. Another point is, they have a thing called "Jackpot" - once you hit the target - when you've found the 17th pair, the company will give you a jackpot for an amount over Rm1 million!

Who don't love money? When I heard this, I was actually thinking to join it because with the money, I can buy nice clothes, bags, shoes and even go travel around without putting burden on my parents. I can use the money in many ways. That's what I thought of at that moment. I told her I have to talk to my mom first as I don't have that much, I am just a student. But you know what, she suggested me not to tell my mom first until I've earned back the capital because my mom probably won't approve this. She said she had experience this and thus gave me this piece of advise. I believed what she said was true and trusted her. After filling in the form, she asked me to pay a few hundred first before we go back to our own room. So we headed to the ATM machine at our college and I'd withdrawn all the money in my account - Rm400. I only have that much!

Before leaving, she told me not to tell anyone about this or else I'll regret. But when I went back to my room, I called hubby and I told him everything. We argued over this matter because I insist to join at first. The words he scolded me woke me up. He asked me why do I trust that ex-high school friend more than him because I wasn't listening to him. I'd been an idiot to trust someone who doesn't contact with me so often and by the time she shows up, she's actually spotting my money. I AM SO GLAD THAT I'D TOLD HIM ABOUT THIS!! He saved me from falling any deeper!

I messaged that friend and told her that I wanted to quit. It was already late night but I still received her reply. She kept persuading me to proceed and even asked me to clear the balance on the next day before 10am. The form and the money were still in her hands, meaning that this transaction wasn't complete yet and I have my rights to cancel it. She refused. I asked my course-mates for consultation in the morning at our faculty. I talked straight to that friend and asked her to return me the money, otherwise I might go to seek help at the Consumer Council. Finally I got back the money on the next day. I was lucky to stay away from this network thingy.

It seems like many university students had joined this network and it is wide spreading in UKM, UUM and I believe in UM too. One of my friend had already signed up and he is regretting now. I call this as the 'Gotcha' plan. Why? Because by the time you are blinded by the huge amount of money, you are actually falling into the trap! Don't put your head into the sweet talks, it is more likely a hypnosis because you'll withdraw all the money you have to that person without having time to think and consider! There is no such thing as easy money. You think you can earn a lot but you're actually just using your friend to help you to earn money. You might have to talk lies or cheat in order to make people sign up for this. Because if they don't sign up, you don't get your money. Please think rationally and don't lose your wisdom. Don't let money blindfolded you. Only when you can release yourself from the word 'greedy', you will not fall. Don't let them have the chance to say "gotcha"!

Delia Day Spa

2010-05-20T16:55:00.005+08:00

I was craving for facial treatment since finals as pimples and blackheads were all over my face! Last Tuesday finally I went for it at Delia Day Spa which is located at Jalan Pegawai. It was only my second time doing facial, the first time was at New York Skin Solution, Mid Valley.

Doing facial at Delia not only has a huge comparison in respect of price to NYSS's but also the services as well. I remember last time me and Carol got a free voucher for NYSS facial treatment and thus we went to have a try. The constructor just perfunctorily gave us a quick cleansed. Later on she kept persuading us to buy the products or purchase their treatment package which cost a few hundreds in order to let us to become a member of NYSS. I think that was a waste of money although I did purchased their products for RM 500. Sigh..

Delia is in Alor Star. Although the people here might not look as pro as those in KL, but I can tell that their services are a lot better than them!

During the treatment, the constructor first cleansed my face with some kind of gel and then with the cleansing soap. After that she put some scrub on my face and steamed it. While she started doing the 'squeezing' work, she 'sembang' with me along way until the whole thing was done! I tried so hard enduring pain and talked to her, I first time felt talking wasn't easy. LOL. Later on, she cleansed my face again and massage it with lava stones. Wow, this part was really amazing. It felt so warmth and comfortable. I want to have it again! Haha... She also put some cucumber gel and massage it with a machine to boost metabolism. The whole thing wasn't complete without putting a mask. Before I was asked to the counter, I was put on some sunblock too.

This treatment costs only RM 49!!! I can't believe for this price, I can get such an awesome treatment! Seriously, it was much much better than the treatment at NYSS.

I also bought their product as I have no fixed cleanser to use now. If they are effective, I might continue using them! These are what I bought:

A honey flavour cleansing soap and a DNA spray.

This soap only costs RM 30 and can last for 6-9months if it only uses for face.
Suitable for all skin types.
So far I felt quite comfortable using it.

DNA spray a.k.a magic repair for sensitive skin, also can be used for all skin types.
It costs RM 46 for this small bottle (30ml).
It says that it can reduce redness and the growth of pimples and blackheads.
I shall see the result after a few while. :)

Moral of the story: The more you pay doesn't not necessarily mean you will get more, instead you might get nothing! In short, a good thing or service is not defined by its price. :D

沒那麼簡單-小琥

2010-05-18T00:06:00.002+08:00

作詞：姚若龍作曲：蕭煌奇

沒那麼簡單就能找到聊得來的伴
尤其是在看過了那麼多的背叛
總是不安只好強悍
誰謀殺了我的浪漫

沒那麼簡單就能去愛別的全不看
變得實際也許好也許壞各一半
不愛孤單一久也習慣
不用擔心誰也不用被誰管

感覺快樂就忙東忙西
感覺累了就放空自己
別人說的話隨便聽一聽自己作決定
不想擁有太多情緒
一杯紅酒配電影
在周末晚上關上了手機舒服窩在沙發裡

沒那麼簡單就能去愛別的全不看
變得實際也許好也許壞各一半
不愛孤單一久也習慣
不用擔心誰也不用被誰管

感覺快樂就忙東忙西
感覺累了就放空自己
別人說的話隨便聽一聽自己作決定
不想擁有太多情緒
一杯紅酒配電影
在周末晚上關上了手機舒服窩在沙發裡

相愛沒有那麼容易每個人有他的脾氣
過了愛作夢的年紀轟轟烈烈不如平靜
幸福沒有那麼容易才會特別讓人著迷
什麼都不懂的年紀
曾經最掏心所以最開心曾經
想念最傷心但卻最動心的記憶

I Got You.

2010-05-17T23:40:00.003+08:00

What's the purpose of fighting? I'd tried to be nice but why must it happens again?
Stop challenging with my patience. You know I'm always being so impetuous and that is something that I really mind! The ONLY thing! Can't you take any step to avoid it?
You know what? If you want it, you can have it.
Seriously, I don't care about it anymore!
It's not that I want to treat you in coldness but in this condition you still expect me to show my enthusiasm?
You can't make me angry of something that I really mind of in one second and want me to smile at you in the next! I'm not a machine!
I can be obedient at times, but the truth of me is a wild and rebellious one.
Please accept me for who I am as I can accept you for who you are.

Go ahead and say goodbye, I'll be alright.
Go ahead and make me cry, I'll be alright.
And when you need a place, to run to.
For better, for worse, I got you.

Heartbreaks.

2010-05-16T21:23:00.003+08:00

We had a fight over some small matters last night. It almost led us to a path that I'm not willing to choose. Although we made peace in the end, but there's a wound in me that's still bleeding.

There are words I don't wish to hear and things I don't wish to be happened. When I meet problem like this, I'll pretend to be strong and that I won't be easily hurt.

The truth is I'm not.

I'll be running away from reality, seeing it as a dream. The truth is, the dream is the reality and my reality is just a dream. Eventually when I'm awake, I'll be alone and regretting for things that I'd lost.

I can't let this to happen! Losing the most important thing in life is no difference with losing everything.

I'm not letting it go, not now, not tomorrow.

It's so hard trying to be strong; It's so wronged by wanting to do everything on my own; And it's so suffering to keep everything inside.

I shall learn to be contended.

A heroin sometimes needs a shoulder to rely on, whatmore an ordinary human like me? I can't take it no more, finally it drops.....

Damn Lin Dan!

2010-05-15T17:43:00.004+08:00

Last night my gathering with a few ex-scouts was canceled because of Thomas Cup fever. Everyone want to watch it at home as the game started at 7pm. But Malaysia didn't play well, we lost in 3 matches!
I felt ridiculous when I saw those people kept blaming and scolding the players on their lost! This doesn't help at all. As you're scolding them you're actually insulting yourself because you are too a Malaysian!!
Instead, I think they all are quite cool as they can stand on the court to fight with players from other country, especially with China's players, representing Malaysia.
I agree that the players from China are strong but I hate Lin Dan's arrogant attitude! How dare he took off his shirt in front of all after he beats Lee Chong Wei. Is that a football field? Damn him la..
And what kind of song is this? Fuck la....

Superstition?

2010-05-14T17:50:00.002+08:00

Do you believe in God or something like religious ceremonies?

Last night I followed my uncle to a house of a relative's in Tokai, actually it was the second time I went there. As I know, that relative has invited a monk from Thailand whom they believed he has great power. The first time I went there is for the purpose of fortune-telling, we gave him our birth date, time and day and shifu will tell us about our fate. Maybe because I'm just a young lady, he didn't reveal much on my fate but only tells me about my characters which are not so good but they were quite true. Haha. He told me to go 'bathing' on 13th May night 12am and this is why I were there again last night.

The ceremony is said to wash away the bad things so that good things can come to us. It was like let us die once and live again which means we will have a new life. There were only 8 of us and I believed I was the youngest one. We used a white cloth, a pail of water, flowers, a white candle with our names carved on it, coins and a bunch of bananas. During the ceremony, shifu chanting for us and we have to focus and make wishes. We also were directed to hold the candle and let the melted candle to drop onto the water in pail, shifu can tell whether our wish is good or bad when he see the shape formed by the candle drops. I'm quite sad to say that mine has nothing! haha. He then bathed us outside the house. We had to change the wet clothes outside after that before we can enter the house. Luckily it was late night and the place was dark, haha. The white cloth was thrown away in the end on a dry land. Shifu said we must not throw it into a river or drain or a wet place because it will come back to us. The ceremony ended at almost 3am before we gone home. I was so so tired after reaching home but I still have to go to the Siam Wat to donate the coins which were left in the pail.

I don't know whether I should believe in such thing or I am just superstition like others as well. But I pay my respect to the shifu because he seems to really own some powers. Shifu said after the ceremony, our sins are with him and he has to go to a remote place to make himself clean again so that he can help others when he returns.

Anyway, to achieve success in life, we cannot only rely to god because it is unrealistic. Praying is just a way to ease our minds and hearts and if Buddha really exists, perhaps he can protect and bless us. I may not say myself as a religious person but to me, believe in God is better than not, like I said, to find relieve and nothing more.

Ice Kacang and Fighting Fish - I miss.

2010-05-12T19:20:00.004+08:00

It is not yet one week since I came back home but I feel like a month has past! I feel that this holiday is totally boring and I have nothing to do at home, except online, eat and I sleep the most! Yesterday was the first time I went out with a friend to watch Ice Kacang Puppy Love which I want to talk about today.

This movie is purely a Malaysia's movie acted by Malaysia's artists. It is about the process of growing up of a child and because I am a Malaysian, I feel like the story is closely connected to my childhood. Those things are very familiar - I used to walk a short distance away from my house to buy ice kacang to eat when I was young; I used to own one fighting fish given by my uncle, my house still have a few fighting fishes now which are kept in the same glass bottles as in the movie；After graduated from high school, we went our separate ways to pursue our studies and it is hard to meet up with my old buddies nowadays; Penang, this place sure is well-known not only to all Malaysians. The place which appears in the movie - “姓周桥” which I had been there just a few months ago with my uni friends. And to my surprise, a friend who I've known in UKM - Soon Kien Seng was in that movie! Although he just appears for like 3 seconds but I still able to recognize him! He is on the big screen man, proud of him! :D Despite all this, it appears that there are a lot of issues in the movie - family issues, friends, love, careers..etc, probably every problem that most of us will meet in life. I just have to say that it is so Malaysianized - the languages used, the old style of living, the bond of a family...

In short, it's a quality movie. I would recommend it to my friends especially if you are a Malaysian. We should support Malaysia made products right? ^^ Well, there's no loss if you watch it. Perhaps you'll miss your childhood then..

Things I concern of.

2010-05-09T10:43:00.003+08:00

A few weeks ago my mom want to ask me something on labour law but I haven't take the course yet so I can't tell her about what I know. So the problem remains in secrecy until today, my mom finally told me about the conflict between my uncle and his company. He was previously working at a company operates by my relatives. What I heard is that the big boss wanted to set him due to dissatisfaction of his performance which were partly complained by anonymous to the boss. It's really heart broken to hear about this as my uncle has worked at the company for so many years and although sometimes he might be late to work, but they shouldn't treat him like this. They should have give him some warnings if they are unsatisfied with his performance or that he had claim expenses for his vehicle! I believe not only my uncle had done that among other employees. It is so heart broken to heard about this because the relative who is the main shareholder is quite close to us. Despite disappointed, my uncle and aunt felt so heartache and dropped some tears when they told my mom about this. I can feel the heartache too! My mom actually told me not to tell anyone about this but I just have to say it!

From this matter, I have learned - if you want to a job, don't work with your relative especially if it is your first job. As you work, you not only work with your energy, there are feelings among relatives too and it will hurt more or less when something unhappy happens and you can't take any action against it because they are your relatives and you have to pay your respect to them! Back stabber is someone you cannot avoid, if you met back stabber, you're just not that lucky. Fuck them cause I hate back stabbers too! My friend once advice me not to seek attachment from chinese firm because chinese are mostly selfish and stingy. I think it's quite true but there are also exceptions. The best boss I ever know is my eldest uncle! He is very kind to everyone and I really respect him very much! Things happen in the community and sometimes you might feel helpless. My mom told me that I should learn to tolerate and don't behave in such a direct way because in the end the one who will suffer loss is myself. It is hard to adapt oneself in the society especially when you start your first step to the working society. I think I will have some hard time when I reach there as I have a straight forward personality. Well, I already have some "tries" in the university now and I'm still learning the way of adaptation and change if it is needed.

I hope my uncle can get rid of this matter soon. I really hope that I am capable to help him.....aikx.

By the way, I went to the temple with my mom and made a divination on my love matter or the so-called '姻缘'. I was just simply curious and concern about it. Sadly I got a bad stalk! It says that I will meet many problems and the person who I referred to ask me to throw it away and I said I should. Actually he means the relationship and I mean the fortune telling paper (don't know the exact term). Haha.. I just took it as a reference anyway, nothing serious. I believe with great power, everything can be solved. Just let go and have a great day. :)